I was really annoyed, very annoyed, very annoyed with myself

There should be quite a lot of such people, I remember when I was in school, I was always worried that others would look down on me, and I was worried that others would not be satisfied with me. I don't like to talk to anyone else. So everything is pressed on my heart.

So I felt that life was quite bleak during that time. If it weren't for my family, I really wouldn't know what the value of my existence was.

Now, as I get older, I am slowly relieved. Life is short, so you can't live to show others. As long as you feel right, it doesn't matter what others say. If there is something that makes everyone happy, only I am unhappy, and I will never be able to do it.

If there is anything uncomfortable in your heart, you must tell a good friend, and you will find that if you say it, your heart will be much better.

If you're still in school, take every class honestly and take every exam seriously. When you have enough time, read magazines, read newspapers, listen to **, and don't think about anything. Just don't indulge in games, think about it, games are developed by others in order to make money, why do you want to cooperate so much?

Hope you get rid of these negative thoughts soon.

What you said is quite serious, although I think too much, but not as powerful as you, I suggest that you have better see a psychiatrist I didn't solve it on the top I know best I know my own situation Neuropeptide sensitivity.

Everyone has had this thought, hated themselves, felt annoyed, felt abandoned by the world. This is normal, but I don't think there's any need to get along with yourself, you don't like yourself, how can others like you. Below, I have some suggestions that I hope will help you.

First of all, you feel annoyed because you think too much. Once people are cranky, they will feel that they are very annoying, and they will also feel very depressed and depressed. Especially when you are alone, you will feel lonely, you will think a lot, think about some nonsensical things, and slowly you will feel annoyed.

So, be sure not to think too much, do things to enrich your life, when you are busy, you will not have time to think about it, and you will forget your troubles.

Next, you need to distract yourself by doing something that interests you. For example, reading can be a good way to comfort your soul, read the book you are interested in, immerse yourself in the book, resonate with the book, and can broaden your mind and change some of your thoughts. You can also talk to your friends, tell your troubles, vent all your unhappiness, feel better, and your friends can also give you some good advice as a bystander to help you.

Or you can go to exercise, sweat your sweat, and the mood will become very happy.

Second, if you feel depressed in an environment, you can escape the environment for a while and go out to see the outside world. Go to a new environment, enjoy the beautiful scenery, relax your mind, let your brain become clear, and you can think rationally about some problems.

In the end, you must not look down on yourself, don't have low self-esteem, learn to be content, go with the flow, don't force too much, try to live what you want is life, it will make you better.

Everyone will have such troubles, because their own character, temper, whether it is good or bad, whether it is when they cause harm to themselves or others, even they will hate themselves, and at this time they will feel that the world is going to abandon them.

People who are sensitive by nature are most prone to this situation, knowing that they are too sensitive, others are not hostile, but they just can't control their inner feelings, become unhappy, and hate their own character, in fact, it is very easy to do, they have to learn to adjust, this is generally the inferiority complex in the heart, in ordinary life, don't listen too much, learn to filter and filter, remember the good, discard the bad, you are happy, everything is good.

No one will hate themselves, just can't control their feelings, can't grasp their emotions, the sense of anxiety that arises, don't worry, there is nothing that can't be passed, relax your mind, read a book, listen to **, after calming down, don't think about the troubles, the past is over, there is still a long way to go, there is no need to limit yourself to it.

If you are not good to yourself, how can you let others be good to you, if you don't like yourself, how can you still make others like yourself, so love yourself well, you will be happy, and you will be handy in everything.

2. I hate myself because it is a manifestation of reviewing what I have done in the past, which is a great progress;

3. If you hate yourself because others hate you, then you shouldn't care too much about other people's opinions, no one can be liked by everyone, eliminate bad emotions and do your best, and strive to adjust your lifestyle and mentality.

Judging from your description, you hate your current self very much now, because when you were a child you liked your dad, and your dad was very nice to you, but then your dad changed. You are disappointed in your family now, you are also disappointed in yourself, you hate yourself very much, I think you are a little depressed now, you should see the future more, try to erase the previous memories, let yourself have a new beginning.

Try to change yourself, get back to the old parents like me, Mom and Dad are so old and still disrespect you, you have to fight and make a way to stand in front of them and speak.