How did you survive the moment when you lost faith?

I will go to see Chicken Soup for the Soul, see the struggles of successful people, and think about what life I want to have in the future, which will make me very motivated and no longer discouraged.

I didn't go to graduate school. Desperately submitting resumes, crying and crying, unable to eat or sleep, and worrying every day that they will not be able to support themselves. Mom and Dad seem to be super worried about me, but now it's slowly in transit.

Last year, I was broken up, coupled with the betrayal of my friends, the blow was very big, I went out to travel alone in April, suffered an accident, was sent to an ambulance, first aid and hospitalization missed the plane back, tossed a trip and spent a lot of money, came back seriously ill and bedridden for two weeks. The company collapsed, hundreds of thousands of debts, can't afford to pay rent and can't afford to eat, this year's Chinese New Year was read by a bunch of relatives to me to return to China, get married early, and my family thinks I earn less. Now because of visa problems, I can't work, and I don't want to ask my family for money, but fortunately I still have a boyfriend.

You're not much in the future.

One year after graduation, he is now resigning from his job to take the postgraduate examination. After graduating last year, I looked for a job in a daze, and broke up with my girlfriend because I had no money. Led to a short temper and tough leadership last year.

I believe that if you stay up, one day you will suddenly turn around. If you can do something, do it, and if you are so desperate that you can't do anything, then don't do anything and just get through.

If I can't survive, I can only suffer in the abyss, so ah, in order to see the sun again, I have to force myself to go out. After more experience, I know that after stepping through this hurdle, I will become better and better. Therefore, people are alive, that is, they keep getting started, and after passing the level, they will be upgraded, otherwise, they will always be trapped in the original level, and it will be boring.

Drinking, finding a friend to make an appointment directly, eating KTV, borrowing wine to kill your sorrows.

Empty yourself, let go of yourself, just like people who have never studied or gone to college, start from the lowest job, whether it is washing dishes or sweeping the streets, do it first, you will have a day's salary for one day of work, and all that awaits you in the dormitory every day is emptiness.

It's strong. Hahaha, get on with life and do what you have to do. In fact, I still cry, and I feel that all the tears in my life have flowed for more than a year, hiding in the quilt and crying, crying in the toilet, and suddenly crying in class.

will tell yourself that you have to be strong, because no one will be strong for you, and I have to stand up to the sky for Mama.

There was a period of confusion, but it was actually a little thing in life! Because the child was always sick, he was dedicated to taking care of the child during that time, and he couldn't take care of anything else. I was in a bad mood, but listening to the comments of the people closest to me was useless, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't take care of my children, and I wanted to talk to a friend, but no one could understand.

The more I feel that I can't do it, the more I envy the lives of others, and seeing that I am neither beautiful nor in good shape, and I don't have a high education, I am simply useless. At that moment, I lost confidence in life, but fortunately, I had a baby who encouraged me early. ‍‍

On the night when the graduate school entrance examination results came out, the whole person was shaking. Looking back on the year of preparing for the exam, the moment when I paid so much but didn't get in, the whole person was blind. I feel like I don't have any more confidence to go on. ‍‍

When everything is in one place, when there is a heavy sense of frustration, when it is difficult, what confidence? It's good to be alive. ‍‍

The moment I went bankrupt a few years ago, I lived for more than 30 years, and everyone else had a family, a wife and children, but I went bankrupt at this time. After thinking about it, I don't have the confidence to face it. ‍‍

After returning to the company after the New Year this year, the company promised to be promoted and raised last year, and constantly recruiting managers, for my task higher than the manager, the result is the most grassroots work, they sit in the office to drink tea, I bask in the sun. At that time, I really experienced what it was like to go from heaven to hell. ‍‍

I don't have any confidence in life now, if it weren't for my parents who have children, I might not be alive anymore, and it's really tiring to live in the world without confidence in life. ‍‍

When you think you're good and you're good in society, you really feel like you're nothing.

When I had severe hemorrhoids, I had thoughts of disappointment and even suicidal thoughts. ‍‍

I now have a high amount of debt, more than a dozen ** every day, and I call in to collect the debt. I'm going to be hit many times a day, and every time ** comes in, I feel like I'd better die. ‍‍

Now, I can't find the motivation and goal to live, and I just want to die.

Miss a chance to change your fate, and you have the heart to die!