I want to be lonely forever, I think I ll be alone forever

And I wanted to just hope that my voice wasn't dumb so that I could talk to myself.

I want to too, but people have to be integrated into social life.

Is it possible?

I also want to live a life alone, no one understands me, no one can understand me, I want to live in this world like a fan, I don't know what I like, love to go, no one can find me, I can be like the wind, no center, only self to live this short life.

But. I have said so much, I can only think as I will never be me, I will, I can, I can, those can only exist in dreams, fantasies.

I have parents who love me, friends who are blessed to share with me, and I will have a lover who is worthy of my love in the future. I still have dreams, I have goals to strive for, I can still eat what I like to eat, watch my favorite movies, I can also pretend to be a child, I can be coquettish in front of my friends, I can still go to school, study, do my homework, everything is so beautiful, although I am also lonely, no one really understands, I cry, I hurt, I am sad, no one can understand.

But life is still good, isn't it, recognize the facts.

It's very good, go find a place to build a grass house, buy a buffalo, plant a field, play the flute and touch the cow every day, it's very pleasant!

Haha, the mooing of cows at that time was much better than the rhetoric of modern people!

It's best to buy a guqin, and there are a lot of ancient books, "you can tune the piano and read the golden scriptures"!

Now people are too close to each other, but their hearts are very distant.

If you are forever lonely, you don't want to be lonely forever, you are good, I wish you were lonely forever.

You must have been hit, right? It's better to say it.

It's very "uncomfortable" to be alone forever.

Always live in your own heart, and your own heart is like a piece of permafrost.

Forever enjoying solitude and loneliness.

It's empty. I won't love, I won't love, I won't be ruthless.

There will never be friends, no affection. Friendship, even love.

Do you still want to be the one who is lonely forever?

Why do some people in the world still try to become lonely forever?

In fact, the word "forever" cannot be realized, so you can't be alone forever.

Learn from the old man in Australia and be a modern Robinson.

I'll stay with you, but you'll have to feed me. Okay?

Watch the movie, "July and Ansheng". After the end, my friends asked me if I had any friends who had played since I was a child, and I said yes, and added, but they were all maintained by a little blood. Friends said that she also has it, and she is not a relative, so she is very touched by this movie.

I nodded, as if I understood why I didn't feel anything special. The English translation of the movie is soulmate, and I smile wryly, when will I have such a soulmate. There is no vulgarity of movies, only the beauty of the heart.

It's been a long time since that bosom friend is pounding in the side, we discuss the ** we like together, TV series, we talk about our parents, we talk about the recent troubles, we share small touching ......The brief separation made me reluctant, and the real praise blurted out ......I did have it before, but it feels like I haven't had it in a long time, and no one has always given me this feeling.

It seems that I'm tired of them, and I don't want to say anything to them anymore, and those feelings are not shared, and sometimes being together is like a few people being alone together, and they look like they are separated. I will blame myself, and in turn I will comfort myself that I may not have enough fate, and I may know that I am not the other. At this time, even if they are separated, they will not feel a strong sadness, and they will even secretly breathe a sigh of relief, pinning their hopes on tomorrow, in high school, in college, and thinking that there will be such a person in front of them, who will be linked together for a lifetime, and our children will be friendly because of us, we will breed family affection, and our fate will not be cut off from now on.

With such thoughts, of course, it is impossible to maintain long-distance friendships, and those good friends often slowly become strangers after separation. This is true of good friends, not to mention those who were once just acquaintances, and once separated, it is difficult to cross paths again. I've never been to the graduation party, and when I graduated, I had no attachment, so why bother sorting out and reminiscing.

In this way, loneliness is inevitable, and I don't think I will care about it, but I still care, and I feel lonely. Every time I look at those people in the past to take photos and show intimacy, I will always be sad, looking at those majestic friendship vows, I may think they are fake, but inevitably envy, and then pity myself.

I don't understand. What exactly am I envious? Is it friendship? Or can it be used to show off to bless your own capital? It's hard to tell. One thing is for sure, though, that I will feel lonely and that I will still crave a soulmate.

I think I'll always be lonely, and I'll always be unwilling.

Am I going to be lonely and old, if I still can't meet him.

I don't know if he's coming, but I know I've been waiting for a long time.

If you can't wait, will you have to rely on your mother for the rest of your life?

There are many things in life that I can't ask for, and words are my only consolation.

What do you think when you're lonely and lost?

If a man doesn't make you feel happy, shouldn't you break up?

Maybe the situation after the breakup is even worse than it is now, at least there is someone who has nothing to do.

I'm not the only one in the world who has as much time to spare.

I'm the most afraid of being quiet, and when I'm quiet, I'll think about everything.

Will you still believe that you will be happy?

Do you still think you're going to get ahead one day?

Do you still think that you will have a lot of money?

Do you still feel like you still have a lot of opportunities and choices for the future?

are very confused, is the age of thirty the most likely to suffer from gains and losses, and the most easily confused?

Who broke my previous steadfastness and self-affirmation?

After so long in the big city, why isn't it better to get over it?

Whether it's financial or emotional.

Don't know how much I've lost with this world?

Those secrets, between adults, on their own, with male friends or female friends, or with classmates, partners, there are no more intimate moments.

Whether I'm going to die alone or not is scary to think about.

That him, if you come, come quickly, I'm about to be depressed, I've been waiting for you, waiting for you and me to become better people and live a better life together.