What ups and downs have you experienced or experienced mental processes?

The biggest ups and downs was that I was always in the top twenty or thirty years before the second year of high school, and after I was divided into key classes in the second year of high school, I became the bottom in the key class, and I never entered the top 100 in the age again. I don't know why, maybe it's not suitable for the key class, this incident hit me hard, and then I didn't study very hard, and I felt a little self-defeating.

I had a period of ups and downs, just when we first went to college, the first final exam, because I was very nervous, I didn't dare to look at the results, so I asked others to help me read them, and then they told me that my score was more than 80 points, I was very happy, but they said that I was actually lying to me with more than 60 points, and my heart was not good all of a sudden.

In the past, whether I worked or started my own business, I was a leader, although I also started from the front line a little bit, but after all, I didn't do the most basic sales for many years, last year because of physical reasons I needed to rest at home for half a year, but I was too busy to be idle, I worked in a pharmacy downstairs, a very ordinary salesman job can not do a salesperson without a professional background, and the people here are simple and rude, there are many rights and wrongs, and the ability is not good. I've been through this period and really understand that the lower you are, the harder it is.

When I took the third subject, I failed several times, and once, after I passed the most difficult plus or minus gear, I thought I was fine, and this time I would definitely be able to pass the time, and when I relaxed, I made a mistake because of the turn signal. Lose everything, you have to start all over again. That was my third chance.

I was disheartened, and sometimes I dreamed of that scene. People, don't be too shy.

In the company, I could have been promoted to manager, but I didn't succeed in the promotion for various reasons, and this opportunity, in my opinion, is more precious, and I am still a little disappointed. At first, I definitely couldn't accept it in my heart, but then I slowly let go.

Once I wanted to check the fourth-level score, and then I clicked in** and couldn't get in, I felt particularly discouraged, it must be because my grades were particularly poor, I couldn't open **, and then after my unremitting efforts, half an hour later, I finally opened that**, and found that I just passed the passing line, at that time, I was so happy.

It is difficult to be calm about the evaluation of teachers' titles, not only because teachers' salaries are linked to their titles, but also because it is an honor and an affirmation of their own labor. I remember that I couldn't sleep all night when I was rated as a senior student! The competition is so fierce, the number of places is limited, at first I felt very competitive and confident, but then I was disheartened when the quota came down, the bubble burst, and my mood plummeted!

What are your psychological gaps? There is a lot of atmosphere, the psychological gap in the mainland, and recently I was facing an exam, I was only eight points short of it, and I didn't get in, which made me feel very sad, maybe this is fate. But I don't think there's any need to be sad, you're growing at every stage.