Do you often feel lost when you drift north alone?

Yes, it's stressful. This is almost inevitable for people who have just come to Beijing, they are poor and white, they have nothing, only a diploma that has worked hard for more than ten years, and they can only rely on their own ability to struggle. But your opponent is very strong, maybe it is a top student of Peking University and Tsinghua University, maybe it is the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich, or it may be an ambitious, talented and well-connected cow.

Every day I am confused. Just graduated from work, once on the night shift to eight o'clock in the morning, from Shijingshan Octagonal Amusement Park to take the subway to Deshengmen, and then do 919 back to Shahe, in the car sleepy and fell asleep and woke up to the Badaling Great Wall, it was too tired, I slept directly to the terminal of Yanqing, and then turned back to the city, it was almost three o'clock in the afternoon, and finally took the car back to Shijingshan and then went to the night shift, which I can never forget in my life.

Often, often forgetting why you are here. Mom and Dad are getting old, and you're still struggling with dreams you can't even understand. The house has no car, no girlfriend, and you have no value other than self-righteous efforts, how can you not be confused? ‍‍

To be honest, I sometimes feel a little lonely, but I am not confused. The more I grow up, the more I feel that there are few friends who can communicate, either they don't have the patience to listen to you, or they listen very seriously but can't understand, or they understand but are diametrically opposed to your three views. But it's going to stick with it.

No, because I'm too tired every day to be confused. I came to Beijing as a city where my home is located, and both the economy, culture, and all kinds of things are going downhill and have no prospects. I came here to make money, to make money. How can it be confused. ‍‍

Every time my parents look at me, I feel a little lost, but I still praise you, oops, the child has grown up and is sensible, he must make a lot of money back, give his parents good food and clothing, and find a better daughter-in-law. I feel lost because I'm here and I don't get anything. ‍‍

I have been drifting north for five years, and I have been drifting since I graduated, but drifting represents a state of life, and this state has always made people have an impulse, that is, to fight to death. But struggling and struggling, I began to be confused, why did I struggle? When I came to Beijing to work, I didn't have any money left for a month, and I couldn't accompany my parents, what was it for?

No, I'm going to stay in Beijing because I really don't know where to go. Go home? The per capita net income of our hometown is 4200, are you afraid? So** can take care of the confusion. ‍‍

I, a programmer drifting in the north, have a salary that is neither high nor low, but behind the high salary is the loneliness of being far away from home and the helplessness of walking on thin ice. I'm often confused about whether I should go home and watch over my parents. ‍‍

No, because I know what I want. I came to Beijing because there are so many more opportunities and quality than near home, especially for the field I study (user experience) and for the industry I love (the Internet). ‍

Will come to Beijing for five or six years, drifting alone, so tired, many times secretly a ** tear, the family will only let you take the money, never give it all, if I can come, I don't want to be born in that family, I won't come to Beijing.

For example, today, I didn't close my eyes all night, the company was blocked by a group of people downstairs to ask for salary, and the police at the police station and 2 police cars also stayed here all night, and I was on the night shift alone, and I was afraid that something would happen at night, so I didn't sleep all night, and I went to work normally after a while