How to evaluate the life of the disgusted pine nut

The disqualified life of the disliked pine nut

Watching the movies "The Life of the Disgusted Pine Nut" and **"Human Disqualification" will always have a kind of anger of detachment.

Most people may feel sorry for the protagonist's plight after reading it, and her unhappy childhood similar to his led to a tragic ending.

But I think that the lack of love in childhood is pitiful, but losing the qualification to be a human being is to blame, and Gu Ying is just self-pity.

I lost my true self all my life, and I was born as a human being, and I am sorry not for others, but for myself.

Matsuko and Hazo's childhoods are very similar, whether they make faces or deliberately make a fool of themselves, they are all for others.

Even if he has an extreme fear of humans, he still has to play a clown to keep the last trace of contact with humans.

This compromise, submission, and dependence personality lasted from childhood to middle age, and then entangled until death.

Matsuko would rather be deceived, despised, insulted, beaten, and sacrifice self-esteem to win the so-called love.

Ye Zang is ostensibly infatuated with women, and women need him, so why not his unspeakable attachment to women.

Why am I angry? Because in them I can always see my own shadow, past and present.

I would rather erase myself and deny myself than respond to the expectations of others and try my best to please others.

So I'm always angry, cynical, pretentious, and a wretched man on the inside.

The tragedy of Hazo and Matsuko is not that they are careless in making friends, but that they themselves are "selfless".

My misfortune is the misfortune of those who lack the ability to refuse, and is it also a sin not to resist?

Ye Zang actually knew very well that the problem was **, what he was afraid of was the "human world" and not just people.

So he envied painters like Van Gogh, because they didn't care about other people's opinions at all, which is ridiculous.

Those who can not move the eight winds are dead, and if they are alive, they can only be constantly trapped by "disqualification" in this world.

But the hardships of the world are not the reason for self-abandonment, and the enviable enthusiasm and intelligence in them are thrown in the opposite direction.

Osamu Dazai said, "This is my last courtship to humanity. And Matsuko still had the strongest love for the world at the last moment before he died.

If you project this enthusiasm on yourself, why is it here? Why do you blindly ask for love towards the abyss? But it's just vain.

Some people say that they see hope in these two works, but with all due respect, the despair they see is far greater than the hope.

Watching "The Crucible" is painful, but it is difficult to have too much hope for this society, and the reality is too cruel.

But they will still say, "We fought all the way, not to change the world, but to prevent the world from changing us." ”

The Life of the Disgusted Matsuko" and "Human Disqualification" are more like the most objective presentations of marginalized people.

When you see yourself inside, where will you see your truest self?

I only hope that in the future, when I look back on my life, I will only say, "I was born as a human being, and I am not sorry".

Analysis:

It seems that all the misfortunes in the world can be imagined, and the pine nuts are experienced without falling to the ground. She is persistent, stubborn and stupid, giving men God-like love, only to get punches, kicks, and scars. She was lonely and lonely all her life, so much so that she sadly wrote her last words "I'm sorry, I was born to be a human" before she died.

The content of the story is extremely narrated that the protagonist Matsuko has a tragic life, but she faces life with the spirit of not dying. When the heroine encounters frustration in every relationship, the director also immediately inserts a relaxed **, immediately withdrawing the space of sadness, bringing the first time to a positive and cheerful world, teaching people to learn the road still has to go on.

Plot introduction: Since then, Matsuko no longer believes in love, and no longer loves others. She walked away alone, living a secluded and closed life alone.

Because she no longer has a goal in life, she gradually becomes a lazy, fat, and mentally abnormal "stinky old woman". In the end, he finally rekindled the hope of life, but because he taught the gangsters who didn't return at night, he was beaten to death by his random sticks. In the 13th year of Heisei, the cold corpse of pine nuts was found next to the depleted river.