What is it like to have a very severe OCD?

One of the most typical symptoms of obsessive-compulsive disorder is doubtful thinking, which is that I often go back and suspect that I didn't do it. Sometimes when you go downstairs, you wonder if you don't have the key, if you don't close the door, and even more seriously, you will forget whether you have flushed the toilet after going to the toilet (don't laugh, I have had such an experience, and I also ran back to the toilet to see). Once, I was in a hurry to go to class, and halfway through the way, I forgot that I had closed the door, and the more I recalled, the more I felt that I had forgotten to close the door.

I was in no mood for class, and I kept looking for a friend to help me close the door, but my friend said that my dormitory door was closed when she went. Another time, I obviously brought the key, but I kept thinking that I didn't bring it, and waited at the door of the dormitory until my roommate came back, and when I returned to the dormitory, I realized that I had brought the key. At that time, my heart was almost broken.

My roommate asked me if I was tired and tired so often, but I couldn't help it. I looked uncomfortable on the table. All my stuff is strictly sorted into zones, and if I put it wrong one day, I feel uncomfortable.

My schoolbag is also clearly defined as which mezzanine should be placed with a campus card, which mezzanine should be placed with a mobile phone, and which mezzanine should be placed with headphones. There is no way to divide them, but with them they have their own fixed position, and if they are misplaced one day, I will correct them immediately. It's like always going to the classroom and always sitting in the same position, if you sit wrong one day, you will feel uncomfortable.

Weibo can not be grouped people to delete, chat for different emotional contexts to distinguish different mood words, each level of the folder name to echo each other, otherwise I feel very uncomfortable, sleep uncomfortable, every day is nervous.

The mobile phone should be charged to 100%, and the mobile phone and headphones should be wiped with wet wipes when returning home from outside (there has recently developed a trend of wiping with alcohol cotton), the volume of the mobile phone should be adjusted to an even number of grids, but the volume of the TV should be adjusted to an odd number, and the lights can not be turned on until it is dark, even if it is cloudy and the room is very dark, it is best to have hand sanitizer for hand washing, because it can be pressed out, if you use soap, you must wash the soap several times first, and the hand washing that comes back from outside and the hand washing that touches things cannot be wiped with the same towel.

When I go to bed and turn off the phone, all the software must not have any message displayed, the phone battery must be full, the teacher wiped the blackboard and did not wipe it clean, I ran directly to wipe it off for the teacher, and then the teacher said that I disturbed the order of the class.

Going to the library on a winter morning was an ordeal for me. My desk and chair must be punctual and neat, except for daily necessities and why things can't be placed, even the computer can't be placed, so every time I use the computer to finish the code will be silently put away, and then take it out when I want to use it.

Things must be square, every time you say that it must be four or nine to be sent, you must go around or jump over the manhole cover when you see it, and you must pat your right shoulder three times if you accidentally step on it.

To eat watermelon, you must deduct all the seeds from the watermelon, all fruits with seeds are the same, yes, I don't eat dragon fruit. Broken finger, the doctor asked how to get it, I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, the other nine fingers all snapped, but this one didn't ring.

The book is neatly placed, others touch it, I correct it, touch it, I correct it, the pattern can't be messy, when counting the only few Mao grandpa in the wallet, it must be in the same direction, and then the new one is below, and the old one is on the top.