What thoughts have you ever had that you find disgusting?

Daughter, come back in two days to participate in a blind date, you see that you are not too young, it is time to think about your life's events".

Mom, don't say I'm not going on a blind date. ”

If you don't go, you have to go, I have already promised you Aunt Zhang, you have to go! ”

"At this time, I was thinking in my heart, don't force me, if you still force me, I will never marry for the rest of my life.

Thinking about it now, I think it's really funny, and I'm even a little disgusted by the original idea!

Now that I have reached the age of marriage, my work at that time was not very smooth, so I wanted to find a rich boyfriend, who was powerful, so that he could earn money to support me. At the time, I thought it was really okay to think like this, but now that I think about it, I feel very unproductive.

Last year, I had a deep misunderstanding of my father, because my situation and mentality were really poor, I felt that I couldn't hold on, and I was particularly resistant to my father, I didn't want to hear everything about him, I just wanted to escape, and then I told him what was in my heart, and I said it very directly, and I was also very entangled after saying it, in fact, I was right, but my heart was very painful, I felt that I might have hurt my father, and I didn't go through a ** with my dad for the next 7 months, and I didn't even want to see him, This kind of practice and thinking makes me entangled and disgusted, because when I think back to my father's experience, I am distressed to death, and I hate to death when I think of some of his current actions.

Because of school, I have less time to contact my parents, but because I'm used to living alone, I don't want to be with them, so every time I come home from school, I find an excuse to go out to play, or I hope they have something to do, but when I think about it, I hate it myself.

I remember that many years ago, my parents asked me to go on a blind date, a boy in our village, and I hated that boy very much. But my parents thought his family conditions were better, so they forced me to go. Afterward.

I told my parents that even if I looked for a fool, I wouldn't look for him. At the time, I thought it was a very funny idea.

I once had a quarrel with my girlfriend, and the two of us didn't contact each other for about a month, and at that time I suddenly felt as if I had done something wrong and shouldn't have done this to him, but this thought flashed through my mind, and suddenly I had a thought that disgusted myself with this kind of thought, and sometimes it was not wrong to let my girlfriend, but what he did really made me angry, because he didn't respect my parents and shouldn't forgive him

Sometimes, when I discuss a topic with my parents, and then they don't agree with my point of view and don't let me do it myself, I will be annoyed, and then there will be a little devil in my heart who says, no matter what they want, do what you want. Later, I thought it was too bad for me to do this.

Because**, I'm a bit overeating now, that is, I eat hard, I eat hard, and when I'm done, I run to the toilet to vomit out, and I hate myself very much in the process of vomiting, I'm crying, why can't I control myself. At that moment I really hated myself, I was also very hesitant, I didn't know what to do, I couldn't say anything, I could only suffer myself. I know that there are many people like me, who are also wandering in pain, and I hope that you will be freed soon, and I hope that I can be free.

It's annoying.