Has there been any change in your life since having a baby

Before giving birth, I didn't like children very much, and I got very angry when I heard them crying, let alone playing with them to deal with feces and urine. After giving birth to a baby, my heart is full of children, Ding Ding leftover meals are all I eat, Ding Ding poop I have to look at the color and smell the taste, especially, Ding Ding stool when eating, the sour smell, after cleaning up and continue to eat without changing the color, really, think about it and admire me myself, especially now I still like children, often lead Ding Ding to grandma kindergarten to play with children, especially like little girls, recently is looking for a little daughter-in-law for Ding Ding. ‍‍

Before giving birth to a baby, it is cleaned every week and ventilated every week, and only the vacuum cleaner is allowed to suck it, and the room is messy. After giving birth to a baby, a day of ventilation, a day of cleaning, the baby will crawl, 2-3 times a day cleaning, sweeping and mopping, lying on the ground rag to wipe hard, clothes neatly folded in the cabinet, keep all the baby's contact places safe, clean and tidy. ‍‍

Before I had children, I was a working woman who worked overtime a lot, working overtime four or five times a week, and traveling for 10 days and half a month every month. At least 2 times a week, I have dinner together, and I have a break time to go shopping, old movies, hiking, or beauty and fitness, although I am very tired from work, I am very full and motivated. After giving birth to a baby, even if I still go to work in the first year, I never work overtime and resolutely do not go on a business trip, I arrive late and leave early every day, I refuse to have dinners, and I rush home to see my children immediately after the work is completed, and I have a break, except for the children or children.

When the child is one year old, she officially quit her job and became a stay-at-home mother with no pay and no rest days. ‍‍

In the past, you can basically remember it, maybe because of the relationship between the baby and the anesthetic, now I often forget what I was thinking about in the last second, often forget whether I have locked the door when I go out, often go downstairs to open the door only to find that I didn't take the key, often obviously see the person I saw yesterday today and ask who the person is, that is called an embarrassment. ‍‍

Before I had children, I tried many times to convince my husband to become a dink, but in the end I didn't succeed and had to give up. But I also really don't like children, and I want to go a little farther when I see them. But since I have a child, I can't talk to anyone about the child, and when I see a baby about the same age as my own child, I want to go up and tease it. ‍‍

I feel that after giving birth to a child than when I was a girl, I know more about dressing up, skin care, makeup, I used to wear leftover clothes at the time of seventeen or eighteen, but now I am in my early 20s, my husband is in pain, I have money to spend, and I know how to dress up better than then, as for children. It's been a week and a half, and it's all brought by the child's grandmother, and I just breastfeed, so there's not much difference.

The heaviest 98 before giving birth, now the baby is 28 months old, and the lightest is 115, and the clothes used to be worn casually in S size, but now XL has to see if you can wear it, and I want to cry. ‍‍

Before giving birth to a child, I saw other people's children eat the rest of the things adults ate, and they were disgusted with how to eat, after having a baby, the baby ate the rest of the mouth, and when eating, the baby put down the chopsticks and cleaned up, and then ate after cleaning up casually, and then eat, when eating, there are yellow things on the back of the hand and the melon strength that is also eaten.

When I didn't have a child, I felt why I had a child, I was still a child, and my husband was also you and me, all kinds of affection, after giving birth to a child, I couldn't accept the change of my identity in an instant, I was very sensitive during the confinement period, easy to cry, and my husband felt that I was getting farther and farther away, and I couldn't go back to the past, and sometimes I would think of those stars who committed suicide.

Life has changed a lot, and it's just a matter of my own, my husband is as if he doesn't have it, he is busy working alone, he doesn't even help you wash a bowl, I really want to cry without tears.

Before I was born, I played with the computer every day to watch **, but now I can't eat well and sleep well, and I have been holding the baby. I should be able to play with the baby in the future