It s not that I don t dare to bet, it s that I m afraid I can t afford to lose

The poor and the rich, who have lived in the same world since childhood, sounds cruel, but it is true. Some people are speeding in a car with their parents holding the steering wheel, and some people are pulling their parents sweating forward with a rickshaw. Some students spent 1,000 yuan a month on their living expenses, and some students used 500 yuan to last until the end of the month.

Some people have flown across the world and seen the world, and some people have shrunk into a city for the rest of their lives. The family environment and the concept of the father's generation have a huge impact on a person, and it is imperceptibly infiltrated in the blood and bones.

People who live at the bottom of the ladder pursue a stable life, while people in the middle class and above prefer to toss and turn in life. For many people like us, being able to own a house of their own, to be able to own a car of their own, and to be able to turn on the lights is the greatest happiness in life. However, the ultimate goal you pursue may only be the starting point for others.

In the face of opportunities, the rich think about the method, how to maximize the benefits, while the poor think about the risk, what is the probability of failure? It's a matter of thinking, and it's also the impact of the environment on people. Failure is a setback for the rich, and a crisis of life for the poor.

What is a gamble? Yourself? Is that really prudent? Is your youth and future the same, or is it something else?

A few years ago, I contracted the construction site with my relatives, made some money, and often spent time drinking with friends when I had nothing to do, and I came into contact with online gambling at the beginning of last year, and I started to win hundreds of thousands of dollars a day with a small amount of money, and I was very happy, and I began to think that this thing was still a little meaningful, and I didn't have to do anything, I could make a fortune lying here, and gradually I played big, 3000, 5000 betting.

After a few days, I won tens of thousands of dollars on the books, who knows, I encountered a black platform, won money but did not give the next payment, and sealed it, it is not important whether the money is not money, and the mood is all bad, and then my friend persuaded me to change to a reliable platform and win more money. At the time, I listened stupidly, but now that I think about it, he was deliberately pulling me into the water.

At that time, I felt that tens of thousands of yuan were hacked, so I came in to play for consumption. Under the recommendation of a friend, I changed a platform to play, saying that there are physical casinos in Myanmar and Cambodia, and the online are real-time synchronization compared to the reliable, I am a person who has not gambled in a real casino, a thought of a real casino, I am also more excited, play bigger, each is tens of thousands of bets, there is no concept of money, in my eyes are numbers.

I didn't sleep for two days and two nights at the top of the game, and I was completely immersed in it. "Betting" on it ruined my mind, I basically didn't want to take care of business matters, and I became estranged from my family. At the beginning, they all won and lost, the most one won more than 300,000 in one afternoon, and the worst one lost more than 600,000 in one night.

Gradually, I lost more and won less, not only lost all the money I earned, but also lost all my savings over the years. At that time, I was not a normal person's mentality, and I kept dreaming of turning back after tasting the taste of winning, and I prayed that God only needed to return to my roots, and I would definitely quit gambling.

At this time, I had no capital to "gamble", so I started to think crookedly, and borrowed 1.5 million from my family and relatives and friends on the grounds of investment, ready to win it back. It may be that losing money before affected the mentality too much, easy to be anxious, anxious, whimsical, and the luck has become extremely poor, losing 800,000 in two days, now in retrospect, if I could have suppressed myself in time at that time, it would not have caused this now, needless to say, although sometimes I win a little, but often the next day even the loss of the principal with interest.

Soon the borrowed money was lost again, the construction site was still waiting to give the information money, the information was not enough to have no way to construct, those days the whole person was muddy, like the walking dead ordinary, close to disintegration, usually play a good friend is not intermingling, my family also found my abnormality, can not be cheeky to confess to the family, my mother asked me, "Do you still gamble?" I said I wouldn't bet! She said do it well and start over.

Looking at my mother's eyes that hated iron and steel, I cried a lot, and the gambling curse was no longer touched. My family helped me pay off my debts with the small savings I had saved over the years, and I also sternly asked me to guarantee in front of my family that my monthly income would be handed over to my parents for temporary storage, leaving only a little pocket money, and resolutely not gambling.