Every time I think about it, I want to kill myself 20

Who is to blame for this kind of thing? You don't have to carry a burden on your back, it's not your fault, let the person who has left rest in peace, he will see you, so he doesn't want you to live in such pain. Cherish what you have now, your mother, your job, your friends, even if no one can understand you, but you can still have some memories that are worthy of your happiness and happiness, don't live in the shadow of some things, so that no one can really help you, the choice is up to you, it's up to you.

It's the same with me ...

But I'm more optimistic than you, and I know my dad wants me to be happy, and I know my dad wants me to make life better for myself and my mom.

Put your limited energy into unlimited effort. It's better to give your mom a chance to go out and meet new people if you have the energy to be sad. She needs the care and love of other men and women, and she needs to talk to her.

There are some things and words that you can't say. Don't be selfish and tie her up with yourself, time will make everything fade...

Nobody owes you, you know? You say, "People don't understand me." I felt like everything was cold: "Why can't you keep yourself warm?"

Everyone has parents, and everyone has to deal with this. They don't say it, they don't care, but they know you in their hearts. I don't want you to think about it again, it's a deliberate avoidance.

If you want to cry, you can cry, what is past is in the past, my father is always by my side, in my heart, I can only be happy if I am better. will rest assured.

You do the same, you know?

It's something that everyone has to go through. Everyone will have such a day. When you get there, you won't want your family to be so sad.

In the same way, if your dad knew, he would think the same way!! And, you still have mom to take care of. She's certainly just as sad as you are, so taking care of mom is the only thing you can do right now...

Your dad is gone, and this fact can't be changed, so why should you be sad for your dad anymore? Yes, the pain of the loss of relatives is very painful, but your mother is still there, you can't be sorry for your mother now, you should be better to your mother, give your father's love to your mother, after all, when a person dies, you can't give him anything, for the living person is more important.

Your mother is getting older every year, and your days of serving her are getting less and less, do you have to wait for your mother to be gone before you regret it? You don't call this filial piety, you call it ignorance.

It is better to cry for the dead, than to work hard for the living, stand up for me, don't be so weak, if it were me, I would beat you.

Alas, my parents are not here, even worse than you,,, you hurry up and start a family and add a grandson to your mother, she has sustenance and can't think of your father,

Hehe, I also watched the scene of Sou Shen Biography recently, I will give it to your father in a year, people have souls after death! Your dad is right next to you, and you may not believe it, but it's a fact of the Wood Core Master.

Fool, don't be cranky, all you have to do now is take care of your mother, because your mother is even more uncomfortable in her heart! @

Some things have to be approached rationally