Tell us about the despair you have experienced. Have you ever experienced despair?

The boyfriend of the long-distance relationship suddenly disappeared silently one day. I thought something had happened to him and went crazy looking for him. Later, I found out that it was a split, and the object was the "ex-girlfriend" he told me.

During that time, I couldn't sleep all night, I couldn't figure it out, and the person who coaxed me two days ago to say that he would not leave me no matter what happened became the "husband" in other people's mouths two days later.

At the end of last year, his long-distance ex-boyfriend, who had been together for more than three years, got back together, and flew from Shenzhen to a small county in the north to spend New Year's Day with him under a few sweet words. The first time I went to the north, I couldn't freeze, but I was very happy, thinking that we wouldn't be separated again. Stayed there for 8 days, spent three days on the way, and took the train when I came back because I ran out of money.

In February, the second day of the Lunar New Year, he suddenly told me early in the morning that he had been calling me all the time, but just treated me as a sister and didn't want to delay me anymore. I wasn't prepared at all, my mind went blank, and then I silently blocked him, not wanting to say a word to him.

This is the story of the first year of high school, from a whole month of stomach pain in June 16 to the hospitalization in July to find out lung disease, to stay in the hospital for a few months to now once a month blood re-examination maintenance has been almost two years, the medicine is a handful of eats, every time I go to the hospital I always hope that it will be the last time, I don't know when I will be cured, I don't know when I can drop my insulin, and I have to tell people about the beauty of my life.

Employees steal things, steal money, business deteriorates, heart attack, sleep can't even lie flat, the door of the store is written with a big word, the first business cancels the cooperation, taxes, police stations, industry and commerce, fire brigades come to extort bamboo poles, and there is no money to pay rent.

The company has millions of loans to repay, and there is no liquidity anymore, so I have no choice but to swipe my credit card, mortgage the car, borrow money, and be reluctant to buy toiletries, and use the disposable supplies that I brought back from the hotel before. Crying and lying down every day, I can only fall asleep when the sky is slightly bright. Creditors come every once in a while to ask for money.

Every day after work, the little brother of the real estate agent will stand by the subway entrance with a sign, and the sign will say that there are three bedrooms and one living room**8 million and so on. That word "only" made me despair the most.

The first time I went to the man's house, I suddenly came to. Then, then, the toilet was blocked. I tried everything I could to prevent the men from coming in, and pressed the flush over and over again. Still didn't work. Eventually, he pulled me out and gave me a pass.

When he was nineteen years old, he got a not serious illness and entered the pit of Putian Hospital, and the disease was not cured, and he had to pay for medicine with 2 times + salary per day. It's a sales, one ear is almost deaf, but I still have to insist on going to work, I can't stand the pain, so I hide in the bathroom and cry secretly for a while, and then come back and play ** as if nothing happened. The saddest thing is that every time I go home, my mother will complain a lot, saying that I didn't give money to supplement the family, and my daughter is not angry when she is raised, etc.

When faced with life and death, when a loved one dies, it can feel very hopeless.

Hello, I haven't experienced it.

In the dead of night, I always want to find a tranquility, find a space to be alone, and then let my thoughts drift with the wind, and escape for a while in the tranquility of cranky thoughts. When the soul can't bear the load of life, it can only send a signal to the sky that it is tired, too tired, this feeling of tiredness is not something ordinary people can imagine. Every day, Dou Tong wants to find a peace in his soul, however, it is really difficult.

From the day people are born, they are destined to accompany a lifetime of emotions and unsatisfactory life, fate is doomed, if you want to change your fate, you have to contend with all the misfortunes and ups and downs, choose the appropriate escape, that is just useless futility. Escape may sometimes be just a minute, or you can only get a minute of silence, or maybe you suddenly realize in the tranquility that people can't live too tired. I often comfort myself in this way.

There is nothing in the world, and mediocrity disturbs itself. Maybe I'm just a philistine. Why look for tranquility in anything?

In fact, I want to hope for peace, in this extraordinary and bad day this year. I reflected and reflected. Most of the time I don't understand what I'm doing.

Kind of life. Species, always in the fight against hunger on some specific days to affect people's thoughts. When it comes to the tranquility of seeking, everyone expects to have this moment.

For me, it may feel a little heavier in moments of solitude, but it's not absolute. Sometimes, although people are in a noisy and noisy environment, but the heart has already flown to the realm of not knowing what kind of, I often smile on my face, and I have seen through all the complicated things in my inner constancy.

People sometimes pretend to be a master of the world, but in fact, it is not the case, and the appearance of all this is also due to countless times of crawling, and then the end of reflection. There is no real excitement of benefits, no real heartfelt reverence for life and nature, no gratitude and appreciation for life and the world, no kind and transparent understanding, no kind and susceptible heart, no final awakening, and no natural tranquility and detachment.

In many cases, the motivation to seek tranquility is far greater than the force caused by all external things, and it may also be a process of excellence in the pursuit of tranquility for each individual. Why is that? I asked myself with a smile.

For a person who is truly integrated into life, will sigh at the wonder of the creation of the world. The heartfelt reverence and concern for life and nature is a kind of sincere gratitude and admiration.

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