Was there a moment when you suddenly felt dead and terrified?

In the past, adolescence was especially in the second year of secondary school, and I thought it was very cool to commit suicide and die. It's just that because I was ignorant and afraid of pain when I was a child, I didn't go to the point of no return. Later, when I grew up, I was stabbed in front of the restaurant in my twenties, a total of five stabs, but the wounds on my body were all over the place, because one wound in the heart was stabbed once and then stabbed again.

At that time, I didn't feel any pain, my body was full of blood, and my eyes were full of blood, but I was afraid of death, so I kept calling for help. Later, my boyfriend came, arrived in time, and carried me to the small clinic next to me, which was only a minute or two away. I fell asleep in my boyfriend's arms, and I had a long dream, I dreamed that I was usually very happy with my boyfriend, and I also said that when he came home, my chest hurt too much, and I woke up directly.

It turned out that it was just over ten steps away. I still can't believe it, it seems like a long time has passed, but it was only a moment since then. The closest I got to death, I heard that people see what they think is best before they die.

I did see it that day. Later, I was taken to the small outpatient clinic, and the small outpatient clinic said that there was no way, just when the ambulance came, it was sent to the hospital. I got a critical illness notice, my boyfriend signed the book, and I was pushed onto the operating table.

Luckily, I survived, although I am still recuperating now, and the wounds on my body will hurt when it rains on cloudy days, but I am very glad that I survived, and I still have my boyfriend. I used to be on the line of death, so live well.

In my senior year of high school (well, I know I'm dragging my feet), repeating my studies, stressful, my hair fell out for a long time and couldn't be tied, plus I turned pressure into motivation, crazy snacks, the whole person was like a balloon filled with water, to blow up or not, I had to run every day, three laps a day, that day I finished running, wiped my sweat, listened to a few words of nonsense from the leader, looked up at the sun past nine o'clock in the morning, my heart was pounding, the whole person was planted, and there was still a queue at that time, I felt like I was planted on the back of the boys in the previous class, and then my consciousness floated up, I couldn't feel the presence of my body, I lost all my senses, and the whole person seemed to be soaked in warm water, and then the light came out of my vision, and by the time I could see and hear, I had been put back in the classroom. Later, according to the students present, the scene was like this: after the leader finished speaking, I fell headlong, fortunately, my friend next to me reacted quickly and avoided me from kissing the buttocks of the classmates in front of me.

It seemed comfortable, but with an uncontrollable panic, I never wanted to experience it again.

Once at a classmate's house, I was thirsty and drank water, and when I saw their bottled water standing on the water dispenser, I thought it was mineral water, so I took the quilt and drank it. When I got home, I was playing with the computer at home, and suddenly I felt a faint pain in my stomach, how to say it, not to drill the heart, but it just felt very painful, and then I couldn't hold it back, and I wanted to run to the toilet to pull it down, and then I walked out of the room to the living room and was unconscious, and I felt a dream, and I couldn't remember anything about the dream, and I was always very messy and lost. When I woke up again, I saw my parents pinching me, and said I had fainted.

Fell to the ground with a bag in the back of his head. At that time, it was also strange, and my stomach didn't hurt anymore, and then I went to the toilet to squat for a while, and it was nothing, and then there was nothing unusual.

One day at noon when the high school military training was about to end, the instructor had just let the dismissal go home, I felt something was wrong after walking two steps, and suddenly it was as dark as a power-off display screen in front of me, and I could hear and feel the crowd constantly passing behind me but I couldn't see it, I stood stupidly and was very frightened and didn't dare to move, thinking that I was blind, and then the sound in my ears became smaller and smaller, but the heartbeat was getting louder and louder, and my breathing gradually slowed down to the point that I couldn't feel like I could breathe. Then I heard my dad's voice coming, all of a sudden the sound of the environment was louder again, I could breathe again, I said dad, I can't see, my dad helped me squat down to rest, I buried my head in the palm of my hand and opened it for a long time to see, first the white beating light spots, then it felt dazzling, and finally normal, and finally relieved.

During the four years of college, depression recurred, and for the worst half of the year, I suffered from insomnia every day and nightmares all night. Something like falling off a tall building, a cliff, falling into a river, being besieged by snakes, etc., as well as the "ghost press" that must be passed before going to bed every time, and being scared into breathing and nervousness in nightmares countless times. I can't wake up.

Sometimes it's like entering Inception, just coming out of the siege of a bunch of monsters, and being chased by another group, many times you need to go through three or four times before you can really wake up. Every time I wake up, it's like the rest of my life. During that time, I thought about suicide countless times when I was awake, but I never really carried it out, but the endless and desperate nightmare really made me feel the aftermath of the catastrophe.

The fifth grade of elementary school and my sister downstairs went to swim in the swimming pool, and then went to the deep pool of meters, I was probably just, when I first entered the deep pool, the water was not full, and it reached my chest, and then I sat on the pillar in the middle of the swimming pool and watched the sister downstairs swim (I can't swim) and then after a while the sister downstairs found her classmates, they swam fast together, I couldn't find them, and I wanted to go ashore, but as soon as I got out of the water, the water overflowed my nose, and I struggled to tilt my head so as not to be choked, At that time, Jujuju was scared, there was a lot of resistance in the water, and he swayed left and right, but fortunately, there was a sister passing by at this time, so I asked the sister for help and said, sister, can you pull me down to the shore, I can't swim and can't walk. Finally the sister took me by the arm and carried me to the shore.

Once after taking a shower at home, going to the toilet in the bathroom, suddenly began to vomit, stomach pain, then dizziness, then tinnitus, difficulty breathing, Venus in my eyes (is the real Venus, the sparkling kind), I couldn't stand up, I could only call my mother with all my strength, my mother was more than ten centimeters shorter than me, couldn't hold me, dragged me out, and then let me lie down, I vomited and vomited like crazy, vomiting stomach acid, at that time I felt like I was going to die, although I still don't know what's going on.

For the first time in my life, I can't say it's the feeling of death, it's an electric shock, you know, I haven't been shocked, but it's an electric shock, I can imagine! I was really asleep that day, and then I clearly began to feel my heartbeat slowly strengthening in my sleep, and finally I was bounced awake, and the whole person was really bounced to sit up, and since that day on, I have started to maintain my health every day. It's terrible, isn't it?

One winter, I took a bath in the bathroom, because the weather was cold and there was no hot water, and then I boiled a large basin of boiling water, my mother prepared a carbon fire for me and put briquettes in it, the windows were closed at that time, and I didn't feel anything when I first came out, and then when I came to the kitchen, I suddenly felt that my head was very heavy, and the whole person was dizzy, and the moment I fell down, I felt that I was going to die, and I was very scared, and then I lay down for a while before I woke up, and my face was pale.

Every time I go to the amusement park to play the roller coaster, the car rushes to the top and then descends instantly, and at that moment I feel like I am about to fall, super nervous and scared.

It is very natural to be born, old, sick and die, but even so, it will still be very painful when faced with it, when we are young and ignorant, we may feel nothing when facing life and death, but as we get older, these things are more and more afraid, afraid to face, and also think that one day they will grow old and die, and the heart is very painful, I think most people will think of when they get old, and the day they die, but when thinking about this matter, are you very afraid?

Every year when I go home during the Chinese New Year, I will hear who is gone, I have to search for everything about this person with my memory, there are older people, there will be some young people, in addition to being sad, I will also think of myself, when I get old, I really can't accept it, my heart is very afraid, of course, it is useless to be afraid, because everyone has to go through it, maybe this is reincarnation, birth, old age, sickness and death will be experienced, as long as you adjust your mentality, you can face everything.

In fact, there was another time because of the loss of love, it was really very painful, during that time I almost washed my face, I couldn't sleep every night, and my heart was very painful, but suddenly one day, I found that my face was yellow and thin, and when I looked in the mirror, I was afraid that I would suddenly die like this, and I was very scared in my heart, very afraid, and gradually came out of lovelorn, and found that my life was completely different, it was very important to live, death was so terrible, why torture myself for this little thing.

Many people will feel that they will die and grow old at that moment, there are struggles, fears, and hesitations, but we have to think about the family around us, and we will not be afraid of these, because we can't escape, we must cherish every minute and every second now, cherish the people we love, and our ideals have not yet been realized, so when this kind of thinking appears, we must adjust our mentality, do not let ourselves drill the horns, adjust our mentality, everything is beautiful.

Seeing that the cat I raised, after seven or eight years with me, slowly getting old, not liking to move, and suddenly thinking that I would be like this one day, I will feel very terrifying

I think that even after seeing some old people I am familiar with pass away, I will think that I will have such a day.

When he was hit hard, it was difficult for him to bear it, and he wanted to end his life, but he began to be timid in the face of death.

Whenever I see my parents getting sick, I instantly think that I'm going to die of old age. I feel particularly frightened. But this is the law of nature. No one can avoid it.

When we see the birth, old age, sickness and death of others, it is easy to be afraid. But it's a natural law, so don't be afraid, and live each day happily.

I felt that when I was seriously ill, I felt that I was going to die of old age, and I was very afraid, because when people learned that they had a serious illness, they felt that their lives might be in danger, and they felt very frightened at this time.

It's when I can't sleep at night, I feel like I've disappeared from this world, and I can't see my loved ones anymore, and I feel very scared when I think about it.

I don't have any relatives and friends now, if I have been alone for a long time, I will feel very lonely when I am old, and I guess no one will take care of me after the sudden loss.

Definitely, no one is not afraid of death, and when death really comes, countless memories will come to people's minds, so everyone is advised to cherish life.

Not necessarily. If there are regretful things in life that you don't have time to complete, then you will feel fear when you die. If he felt that there was nothing to worry about, then death might be a relief for him.

Yes. Because human beings are afraid of death and are full of fear of death, human beings feel fear at the moment of death.

Yes, because human beings are terrified in the face of the unknown, because they don't know if what happens after death is good or bad, they have no way of knowing.

Yes, ants still steal life, let alone people.

But then again, some people die as lightly as a feather, and some people die heavier than Mount Tai. As long as you have a sense of responsibility and mission in your heart, and sacrifice your life for the responsibility and mission, you will see death as home.

I feel scared, because people are scared when they feel a certain danger, and I haven't died. I don't know the specifics.

You are afraid because you don't want to die yet, and you are afraid of death.

Maybe it's instinct!

The instinct for life, and the instinctive fear of death. Maybe there's a hint of nostalgia for the world.

A person, if not impulsively to die, is rationally planned and executed.

At the last step, it is still necessary to break through the instinct.

I feel that life is very painful and hopeless, and there is no hope at all, but when I go to carry out suicide, there will still be a process of failure.

Some people, after trying it, decide not to die anymore and live well. Maybe it was awakened by the instinct of life.

Also, the determination to die is very great, breaking through the instinct of life, and the fear of death. When fear is turned into yearning, it's easy to plan again and execute successfully.

Leslie Cheung, before jumping off the building, tried to take sleeping pills and was rescued.

What was saved was his life, not his heart, and his yearning and persistence in death.

Later, I used a more decisive method to jump from such a high building.

Ordinary people, standing so high, will feel dizzy.

But those who are determined to die don't think it's very high, and there will be an inexplicable attraction and intimacy that makes people want to fly to its arms!

I'm not exaggerating to say that it's really that feeling like a person who wants to die standing on a tall building.

If you decide to die and decide to be afraid, then live well!