What tears have you been afraid to shed in front of your family?

One is affection, and the other is learning.

There are many kinds of feelings, let's talk about family affection, in my second year of junior high school to the second year of high school for a period of time, our family has been shrouded in haze, one thing has been more than four years, one weekend I came home happily, the first thing I saw when I opened the door was my mother's purple eyes, at that moment, countless sour feelings welled up in my heart, but I didn't dare to cry, I was afraid that my mother would be more sad after I cried, I could only lock myself in the room and cry silently, and I had to pretend to be nothing.

And studying, that is, I failed the college entrance examination that year, in the eyes of my family I have always been a child with good grades, they have always had high expectations for me, although I knew that I was not very good in the exam, but I didn't expect that when the results came down, I could only go to one or three, at that time, I was very sad, I was afraid to see my parents, to see the disappointed eyes of my grandparents, I didn't dare to cry in front of them, because I felt that I was not qualified to cry in front of them, and then I chose to repeat.

Now I'm getting bigger and more independent, and I rarely cry.

More than that...

In the third year of high school, from the ordinary class of the second year of high school to the key class of the third year of high school, from the chicken head to the phoenix tail, as a self-esteem, competitive person, it is a little difficult to reverse the psychology caused by such a sudden situation, but, still tell yourself to adapt well, but, the first monthly exam, the second monthly exam, to the third monthly exam, has always been the bottom of the class, I have never taken the countdown test, I experienced a "bad student" feeling in the class, and then the more I want to learn well, the more I want to do well, the more I want to do well, but, The more anxious I was, the more my heart couldn't calm down, and I was very irritable all the time, so my grades continued to be bad, and then I began to doubt myself, whether I was too vegetable, whether I was not smart enough, whether I was not good enough, and in the end, I was a little depressed, and I just wanted to hide at home every day, and as soon as I returned to school, I began to cry secretly, and I just wanted to go home.

Later, I took a week off to go home to recuperate, the family was very worried, at first I would cry in front of them, no matter how they enlightened, I just got into the horns and couldn't get out, the family was praying to God and worshiping Buddha, they were worried about me, I also felt guilty about making the family jump, and then I forced myself to go back to school, no longer crying in front of my family, and told them that I had adjusted myself, forced myself not to go home for a month, I cried and endured in school, and finally "wanted to open", But it's just the surface, and the psyche has left a shadow that has followed me for a lifetime.

And when I was in college, there was a time when I was really busy, busy with my studies, busy with things in the class, busy with the department, busy with the debate team, spinning like a top every day, no time to eat, no time to rest, and finally I couldn't hold it out when I got up one night and fainted, just my head hit the corner of the table, the feeling of suffocation at the moment of fainting, the feeling of being on the verge of death, and finally felt scared, but after that, I still smiled and told my family that I was doing well, although I was a little busy, but it's very fulfilling, it's good, and the scar on the head lied to the family that it was accidentally slipped and knocked on.

I said two, one is in Chinese) No more tears) Tao Hong sang once appeared in Qianjiao Hundred Eyebrows) The other is the Cantonese version (will not cry in front of you) Yang Caini sang.

Song: Don't cry Singer: Hou Xu Is it this.

Song: Don't Cry Singer: Hou Xu.

Your fragile side will only be shown in front of people who care about you, your relatives are not around, no matter how big the grievances and hunger are outside, you will endure it by yourself, and you will collapse in the face of your loved ones' care, which is understandable, this is also a way to release feelings.

Endure it too long. Finally someone understands what you need most.

Sentimental you, like me, don't you secretly shed tears every time you think that there will be something wrong at home, this is not a bad thing, as long as you do your best to help your family, you can reduce the burden on your heart. Hope to adopt.

Well, I'm just like you, even if someone asks me questions, I want to cry inexplicably, and sometimes I love to cry when I watch TV.

Because you're a girl