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Nowadays, everything is a little confusing.
From our humble beginnings, through a beautiful childhood, and the teachings of our teachers, we have gradually grown up, sensible, confused, and rebellious.
Looking back, the flowers have fallen without a trace. The development of primitive nature to the current era of science and technology can be called a miracle, I used to think that I must live well, learn to enjoy life, and it is better to die than to live. Maybe not now, but I used to experience life with that strong curiosity, learn in life, and compete in life.
Now it is a matter of being at ease with what happens, not fighting for something, not arguing, and being content with the status quo. Sometimes I keep asking myself, what am I doing in life? Is it just a taste of life?
Everyone says to live for the people who matter to them, Mom and Dad? No, I'm selfish, I'm ignorant, and I don't understand their love. When they're in a good mood, they'll be smiling'Ask what you like and what you want; When they are in a bad mood, they will keep counting your bad with a gloomy face, and they will be stupid to death; When they compare their children with each other, they will smile when they 'win', and if they 'lose', they will hate iron and steel.
The amount of love varies with the changes in their mood.
Sister? Perhaps, her love only exists on the surface, it can be seen and touched. also has one thing in common, when my sister is in a good mood, she is like a gummy candy that can't be shaken off; When my sister is in a bad mood, no matter how gentle you are, try to please her, she will ignore her.
Sometimes they will speak ill of each other and threaten themselves with handles.
Someone else? Perhaps, if there are too many resentments in my heart, I need to vent, and friends are a good window. Friends are also our smiling Liang Xun's helpers, but 'friends' can also be selfish. As the saying goes, no one is perfect.
What is it exactly? I'm lost, the past is gone, the present is ongoing, and those memories are gone. Confusion is like a white mist shrouded in front of me, and the truth is sometimes far away from me, sometimes it seems to be close to me; Sometimes I thought I had grabbed it, and sometimes I felt empty-handed.
What is it for?
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I remember in the fourth grade, I still didn't understand what death was, and I was still very unfamiliar with the word "death", but when I was on the Internet once, I inadvertently understood: death is divided into natural death, accidental death, and ** death, that is, no matter what, people will die. Knowing the meaning of death, I fell into deep thought:
Since people die no matter what, what is the meaning of living? What is life for? Why Study?
What is learning for? Why can't you play until midnight? It's about going to bed on time.
Why ......A series of questions made me fall into confusion, I didn't know what I should do and what I shouldn't do every day, I couldn't find the direction, and I couldn't extricate myself for a long time. Until ......
One afternoon, my father was out buying some epiphyllum plants. According to him, this flower blooms only at night and withers immediately after flowering. I didn't believe it, so in the dead of night, I secretly got up to look at the epiphany.
Walking to the flowers, the flowers are blooming brilliantly, and the night color adds a bit of beauty to the flowers. Sure enough, my father's words were wrong! Just as I was about to go back to my room to sleep, a petal suddenly fell.
Seeing this, I hurried to meet it, and when I looked closely, the color of the flower was gradually fading, and the petals on the flower were faintly cracked, and then fell to the ground. In the end, the epiphany was weakly supported, and there were a few more remnants of flowers on the ground.
Why does Epiphany bloom even though she knows that she will wither after flowering? Can't you just keep curling up? I couldn't figure it out.
The next day, I turned on the TV and saw countless people around the world fighting for their ideals. People who realize their dreams work day and night to contribute to society, so as to bloom their own colors and realize their own life values.
After reading the report on TV, it dawned on me: this is exactly what happened to Epiphany. Knowing that they will wither after flowering, they still have to bloom desperately.
For what? In order to bloom the most beautiful color, let people appreciate its beauty, so as to realize their own life value. It's not just epiphany, it's also human.
The meaning of life does not lie in its length, the important thing is that you continue to struggle and chase your ideals in the journey of life, so as to realize your life value and show your most shining light, which is life.
Although there were many difficulties and twists and turns on the road of life in the future, I did not flinch, but moved forward bravely. Because, I understand the value of life. From then on, I was no longer confused.
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