Essay Since you have done this, you have to endure all this

Learn to endure.

The second class on Monday afternoon was originally my favorite weekly diary appreciation class, but the original good mood was ruined by the word "weight".

Last week we weighed ourselves in PE class, so in last week's weekly diary, most of the students wrote about it. I don't have the courage to face the reality that I am a "fat" group. I thought that those "paparazzi" were just laughing at the moment they caught the information, but the "bad luck" finally came.

Mr. Min's first masterpiece was Chen Yuzhuo's article on weight. Before this class, Chen Yuzhuo's behavior was very abnormal, he said "sorry" to me on the left and "sorry" on the right. At the time, I was still very puzzled - has there been nothing unpleasant between us lately?

Why do you want to say you're sorry? I kept asking him, but he just dodged and muttered, "We'll find out ...... later."”

On this day, my eyelids kept jumping, as if something ominous was about to happen. When you hear "Chen Sinan 56 kilograms......I immediately understood everything, and at the same time, I was blinded, followed by the ridicule and sarcastic gaze of my classmates. I couldn't put into words how I felt, I was angry and sad.

Seeing the bright smile on Chen Yuzhuo's face, I wanted to beat his smile into a crying face with a fist, but I didn't do it, because this is not what a squad leader should do, so I had to stiffen and face those piercing eyes. But I still hate it in my heart: Chen Yuzhuo, do you want to make the weight of the whole class public?

Putting on a learned appearance all day long, and reading so many books, isn't there a book that says that a girl's weight belongs to personal privacy? Besides, you're also a "heavyweight", haven't you ever felt the pain of this kind of personal attack? Think about those male compatriots over 60 kilograms mentioned by you, although they are giggling on the surface, they must hate you enough in their hearts, and it's strange if they don't cut off relations with you after class!

The pain that I don't even want to mention myself was actually "bloody" and "shown" to the public, don't you have a little compassion? You're a cold-blooded animal, you've lost your conscience, you're ......

I took out all the "ruthless words" that could be used in my mind and put them on Chen Yuzhuo, and I still felt angry. After school, I came home in a huff, and I picked up my pen again and wrote a large "daily memory" of "crusading" against him, and my heart felt better.

The next day, when I opened the "Memories of the Day" book, the first thing I saw was not the two big red five-pointed stars, but the four big characters "learn to bear" written by Mr. Min. Yes, maybe the solution to the problem is not to find out the person who raised the problem, but to learn to face it calmly. The reality is already cruel, and the only way is to try to change yourself, to use your own strengths and self-denial.

How can you see a rainbow without experiencing wind and rain? On the road of life, you can't fall to the ground because of a small setback, or even hold a grudge against others, but you must cheer up, face and bear setbacks bravely. Because there is still a long way to go, there will be more problems to face.

Man is a strange animal, why do people have so many troubles? There will be so many difficulties? I won't be able to answer this question until I die. If I see God, if I see Allah, if I see Buddha, then I will bring this problem to them.

When I was a child, my mother told me that life is like a sailless boat drifting in the middle of the ocean, you have it, but you can't control it. You can only let it float slowly, can you know what lies ahead? Sunlight?

Rain? An island where you can stay for a while? Or a land where you can make a home?

No! You can never know. It may be followed by sunshine, or it may be a continuous wind and rain.

Suppose you see land, and that land is shrouded in wind and rain, and you are on land and you have sunny islands. You'll be faced with a choice of direction in life: do you want to settle down in the wind and rain or enjoy a moment of comfort on a sunny island?

If you choose the former, then you are a brave person, you have to be responsible for your choice, go on bravely, I believe that one day the sun will come, however, it is also possible that your voice is in the wind and rain, the past can not turn back, there are many people are braving the wind and fighting, there are many people who have succeeded, ushered in the most brilliant moment of life, and are glad for the original choice. There are also many people who have been blown beyond recognition by the wind, beaten to pieces by the rain, and regret their original choice.

When choosing small islands and land, some people will choose temporary comfort and gain a temporary leisure. It is very likely that in the near future, when the storm comes, the sea will swallow the island and swallow your life. There is another rare case, after you choose a small island, your life will be comfortable and happy from now on, until the end of your life, the wind and rain will not come.

If I knew that there was no tomorrow, I would try to make it a little more exciting. But tomorrow I will still have to wake up in the sun or in the wind and rain, so I will still have a bad life today. Tomorrow after tomorrow, tomorrow is so many, when I find that tomorrow is just a repetition of today, I no longer yearn for tomorrow.

Because the age of dreaming has passed, and the sky in the dream is no longer clear. It's just that people who don't have dreams are happy? Can life be wonderful without dreams?

The dreams of the past have been shattered one by one in the abominable reality, the young people are young and old, and the old people want to rejuvenate. blindly pursuing everything that does not belong to oneself, to satisfy the greedy desires of human nature; But I forgot to cherish everything I had, missed the passionate yesterday, and missed the present. I think that there are still many tomorrows that we can regret and redeem.

But if tomorrow does not come, all regrets and regrets can only be taken to heaven or hell.

Before the advent of the 21st century, the sensational rumors of the end of the world have long since been self-defeating, but there are still many people who believe it at that time. I wonder if they went crazy when they knew there was no tomorrow? Is it tears?

Or quietly waiting for the end to come? People are so pathetic, they think they are the spirits of all things, but they can't choose to live or die (except for suicide), how many people want to live forever, and how many want to die. Without being told, he came to this world, living under the pressure of being a human being and being a human being, like a bird imprisoned in a cage, doing what he didn't want to do.

Maybe only the day before the end of life, dare to do something that you don't usually dare to do.

How many people have wondered about the question: if there is no tomorrow, what to do today? Many people are not interested in such hypothetical questions and deliberately do not think about them.

The most helpless thing for people is that they can't predict the time of death, so they live a toiling life, like a clockwork clock, mechanically working, just for the sake of a better tomorrow for future generations; The sorrow that should be sad is white, and the sorrow that should not be sad is also sad. Zhuangzi said: "The skillful work, the wise worry, the incompetent have nothing to seek", according to this, we are all skillful and wise, life in the world, how many people can worry about not working?

If the incompetent can ask for nothing, then will anyone be willing to be the incompetent? It is believed that no one admits that they are incompetent. It's a pity that no matter whether it's a great man or a mediocre man, in the end it doesn't turn into dust and let the wind trample on the air.

People who do not expect tomorrow to be happy, they only live for today, and live freely and freely. Even the apocalyptic talk of the end of the world will not shake their faith. If there is really no tomorrow, then it is even more important to be a happy person and keep today in memory forever!