When you were at your poorest, what did you think and how did you do it?

When I was at my poorest, I told myself that life couldn't get any worse, and that I could only get better gradually, as long as I didn't die. Then move on to what needs to be done.

When I was at my poorest, I thought I had to go and have a Starbucks. I feel like even if I borrow money, I have to drink it, because I feel that drinking it hurts my heart and lets me know that I have to earn money so that I don't have to live without money all the time.

When was I at my poorest? It was a period of time when I was in college, and I spent my money on clothes, and after I bought clothes, I found that I didn't have enough money for the second half of the month. I just planned to spend more than 100 of my own and see how I could spend it until next month.

I eat steamed buns every day, I eat steamed buns for two whole weeks, sometimes improve the food, it is steamed bread and vegetables, the dish is enough to eat for one dollar and two servings, and the steamed bread is two cents and five cents, which is really cheap. I also have to calculate how much money I ate today, and how much money I can save tomorrow if I don't eat. I eat steamed buns in the morning, noon and evening, and occasionally eat a five-cent cake and drink a cup of two-piece porridge, I feel so guilty.

Because of two yuan of porridge, my food expenses will exceed 6 yuan a day, which is too luxurious.

Because of the experience of eating steamed buns for two weeks, I don't want to eat steamed buns anymore now, which is a terrible experience. When my roommates saw me like this, they all said that they would lend me money, but I didn't want to borrow it, because I still had to pay it back next month, so I persevered. I didn't dare to tell my parents because they were also very poor, and if I did, they would definitely give me money, I didn't dare to say, they were already working hard.

Some people may ask, if they had known that they would eat steamed buns for two weeks, would they still be willing to do the same thing? I want to, because I think it would be nice to save a little bit on food and be able to wear beautiful clothes.

When I was at my poorest, I kept thinking that even if I ate instant noodles every day, I couldn't borrow money from others. Then I survived by eating instant noodles, and finally waited until the day of my salary and then went out for a good meal.

In my third year of high school that year, a good buddy of mine and I didn't listen to our family's advice and insisted on going out to work. It was the tenth day we went out. In this heavy rain, the two of us were pulling luggage on the street, running while looking for a place to stay at night, we were deceived by the intermediary only left 200 yuan, we in order to save money, from the ninth night to the tenth night we have not eaten a drop of water, let alone eat, we have just entered the society, we do not know the sinister way of the world, still firmly believe that we will find a job, but the result makes us disappointed in this society.

By the eleventh night, we had a total of 20 yuan left, and we were desperate that night, so we spent ten yuan on a few steamed buns, bought two packets of mustard, and we curled up in a corner of the train station and gobbled it up. That's the feeling that it's a delicious steamed bun I've ever eaten. Thinking back to us for half a month that night, we could only cry alone, and the hearts of the people in the world were not as easy as we imagined.

We asked for the fare to go home and bought tickets for the next night. For us who have just entered society, when we have no money, we seem so weak, so vulnerable, and so helpless.

At that time, we just wanted to have a full meal, we just wanted to have a stable place to live, and we only wanted to think about why we were so stupid and why we were so easily deceived. At that time, I couldn't do anything but ask my family for help.

Whenever I see those people who go out, especially students, because they can't find a job, where do they live in culverts, train stations, and people under overpasses, I hate those black-hearted intermediaries in my heart, but what can I do now? I can only sigh that I have had the same experience with them. I had no choice but to ask for help.