Do you have a crush? Have you ever had a crush?

Yes, I once had a crush on a guy in our class for two years, and I liked him silently for both years, never confessed, and I knew that he liked me too. From the beginning of the third year of high school, I was at the same table with him, at that time we accidentally touched each other's hands and there will be ripples in our hearts, his academic performance is particularly good in our class, and he is also very famous in the grade, many teachers like him very much, and there are also many girls in the liberal arts class who write love letters to him, he looks clean and thorough, so that people like it, my classmates always joke with me and him in the class, but we still do our own thing, when the senior year of high school was tense none of us thought too much, we discussed the exam questions together, My personality in the class is very cold, but a girl told me that the sports committee of our class likes me, tall and handsome, but I am rejected by the word "sports committee", in the science class I was good at the time of the Chinese grades, very favored by the Chinese teacher, he also wants to improve his Chinese scores, just like I want to improve my physics scores, the same table let us get closer and closer, he often recommends some touching good articles I see in the magazine for me to read, but he handed it over was so calm, I didn't care when I took it, but we all knew that we all took everything about us seriously, after the college entrance examination he asked me where I went, it turned out that the place where we applied for the exam was not together, we each went to the university we applied for, but I still waited silently in my heart, and then he suddenly didn't know where to get my ** and then told me that he also came to my school, now I think I'm too selfish. And so it was until the end of the sophomore year......He is the first person I want to be together for a long time, crush is really a beautiful thing, it doesn't matter if you confess it or not, that perfect feeling is incomparable to love, so if you have a crush, please keep this feeling in a position in your heart for a long time, so that the heart will bloom beautiful flowers!

Hehe, are you still satisfied with my experience, I hope you can give extra points, (

Yes It's over now! Here I want to tell you: crush is not a good thing, persuade all young men and women to say it in love, let each other know, don't hurt yourself or lose your true love...

Yes We like each other, but we haven't said it all this time. We are all introverts ... Sad.

Yes, but the experience was really complicated.

Yes, there were, but not now.

There is no certainty. It's just that a certain temperament will suddenly attract me and think that this person is not bad.

I don't know what you're trying to ask, but I think it's a person.

Yes, when I like someone, I try to understand everything about them and try to learn.

The object of my first crush is a very smart classmate who likes programming and mathematics. My mathematical thinking is relatively poor, and it takes me several times longer to understand what he easily understands. Every time I hear his calm voice methodically explain the solution to the problem in class, I feel extremely admired.

Running exercises, doing exercises, or taking physical education classes, I always secretly watch his activities, but I don't want to show it, as long as I look at him and it's very pleasant, but at this time I just have a good feeling.

I found his ID in the school post bar by chance.,Curious to open his post record and favorite post bar.。 I remember he was posting in Firefox, Chrome, Minecraft, etc., and that was the first time I knew about so many things that were so new to me at the time. For the first time, I realized the gap between myself and my classmates who were so close to me.

After more than a month, I gradually learned a little bit of general concept in the process of constantly using these terms, and realized that he still likes games, and at the same time, I pay more attention to him in the process.

Soon after the summer vacation, I nervously bought a beautiful notebook and suddenly decided to start jitting down information about his hobbies. That summer vacation was really full of fun, and in my spare time, I wrote those information that I thought were novel.

That's when I started getting into games.

After that, I found his own personal **, and there were a lot of small programs and whimsical fantasies written by himself, and I immediately felt so talented.

Since then, I have liked him, and I have worked hard to learn the Olympiad, and I often deliberately ask him a difficult problem that took a long time to understand (otherwise he told me that it would be too embarrassing for me to understand for a long time, and I still have vanity), anyway, I feel very happy.

The results have also improved very quickly. Looking at his serious appearance in class, I felt that I had to work harder to close the gap. Although it didn't work out.

His grades are generally in the top 10 of his grade. Because of him, I went from the first 100 to the top 20. In the end, I was ranked 27th in the high school entrance examination.

He was second in his grade.

As expected, in the final third year of junior high school, he was admitted to the provincial key high school, but I didn't.

And so....Naturally, there is distancing.

Although this is only three years of silent staring by myself, although he now has a girlfriend....But all in all, I miss the days when I watched him work hard and thank him for being who he is now.

<> met him when I was fourteen years old.

This is the third year that I have a crush on him.

I got to know the best of him in Year 9. He was silent, but I wrote it down every time he made everyone laugh; In the class with him, I will try my best to do every project well, and I will not hesitate to spend several more days to do it; For him, he watched a lot of Japanese anime he liked, and went to the Satomi Drama Animation Research Club, but he didn't go to that club anymore at that time; I tried to learn the flute, intending to join the orchestra like him (unfortunately I didn't make it); Quietly collect the songs he liked to listen to a long time ago; He studied very well, so I started to study hard as well; Don't dare to disturb him, there should be no shortage of admirers and people who like him around him; In the middle, he seems to have a good relationship with a girl, although he will still be sad during that time, but the girl is indeed excellent, good-looking and cheerful; Later, I tried to forget him, and when I passed by him to fetch water, I would deliberately let myself go faster and not peek at him, and I would not go to the ** hall to listen to the music secretly during self-study on Wednesday night, nor would I deliberately detour to the classroom where he was in class to take a look at his back, and I would not dare to talk to him, and I would not occasionally go to see if the air conditioning in the classroom was low when he was taking a nap; But then the two of them didn't go together; The girl still likes him, I don't know if he likes her or not, but I don't dare to get involved in disputes, and I have always hidden it in my heart; knew that he was injured, but he was too timid to dare to tell others to comfort him; I still can't help but peek at him during class, but the teacher seems to realize something, and sometimes he even arranges for us to be together in the exam, as a judge, and asks him if he has a girlfriend, and since then I don't dare to peek at him in class when he is not paying attention; will stay up late to review, just to be able to get the same score as him; From a person who studied averagely, in order to be able to catch up with him, he has now won the first prize scholarship with him; Because he fell in love with a city and wanted to be admitted to the same American Ivy League school (but it was really difficult, and the tuition was so expensive); But I added the school near his dream school to my plan; But my family felt that during the pandemic, they still wanted me to study in this part of Asia; This is the last year, I don't know if we will see each other after graduation, every time I think that I may never see him again in the summer vacation, I am sad and sad, hiding in the bed and crying; Maybe he never knew that I actually liked him, and he was what drove me forward.

You have to be brave!! It's the last year, and I really want to be his best friend, and I don't want anything else.