What does it feel like to have a worse memory?

It's a kind of thing that you just did, and you immediately forgot it, and you don't know where to put it, as if you haven't woken up.

Suffice it to say that the experience of poor memory is a disease, which causes a lot of distress, affects work efficiency, and often goes manic because of it. The only good thing is that when my ex-boyfriend came to me and talked about the past, I didn't remember anything, I didn't have any nostalgia, and I didn't remember it in my head.

Others asked themselves if they remembered, and they went through the brain bank, but they couldn't find it, so they had to say blankly: I don't remember. And then no one wants to reminisce about good things with themselves.

Another one, there are some things that I have obviously not done, but as a result, others rely on me, and I have no way to argue.

I often forget the time of class, some do not go to class because of this, and some people mistakenly break into other people's classes because of this. The most impressive time, thinking that class was going to be late, hurriedly ran to the classroom, shouted the report and went in. Strange teachers, strange classmates, I didn't care, so I found the last seat and sat down.

Suddenly, I felt like a lot of eyes were focused on me, and my face flushed, as if I knew something.

In the past, there was an occasional situation where I was thinking about what I was going to do, and I couldn't remember anything in the blink of an eye, and the more I tried to think about it, the emptier my brain became. Now this situation is a frequent occurrence and a matter of course, and I can only give myself a reason to "get old and my brain is not bright".

I often don't remember what I want to do next, and sometimes I don't remember whether I brought the key or not, but in my memory, it seems that I had a key just now, standing downstairs and rummaging through the bag.

Suddenly found that there was an extra bottle of water in my hand, which was given to me by someone else a second ago, and the process of taking over was completely missing in my head a second, no matter how the people around me made up this process with my brain, I couldn't find my memory, and the feeling of crossing through was not exaggerated at all.

Some time ago, a friend asked me about some emotional things, and I thought I was impressed, but then I found out that I don't remember the name of my first love and my ex, what they looked like, and some past things when they were together.

I don't remember all the passwords I've registered, they're usually written down in memos, and they're automatically deleted the last time I update my phone. At noon, I thought about what to eat for dinner, and I had to go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, but when I arrived at the vegetable market, I found that I couldn't remember what I wanted to eat.

I used to feel very vague when things happened, and when I listened to my family's chatter, I always thought, has there ever been such a thing, I am not sensitive to time at all, and what happened when I was a few years old.

Buy a ticket at a ticket vending machine, swipe the card and leave without taking the ticket. I want to endorse others ten times once, and the words are the same. I lost things every three or five times, and I made up for the meal card and water card a few times in four years, and my classmates were not surprised that I lost something. My mom was even more silent about it.

I can't remember what I just experienced yesterday, and I want to cry without tears.