Are you satisfied with your current mental state?

I'm very satisfied, everything is in a normal state of life recently, there is no fluctuation, everything is going up in an orderly manner, in short, in the good side, so of course the mental state is also very calm, life is progressing, I like this very much, in short, everything is improving, are going in the direction of the good, it is the best.

I just confessed that I failed, and I said it was recently, but it's actually been two months. That was my tenth failed confession, my second failed confession in college, and the previous eight were in middle school. I started chasing girls since the first year of junior high school, and I began to confess, and I always wanted to say what I liked to those girls I liked, but the girls at that time were more reserved, or they just didn't like me, so I began to be rejected.

Then I was rejected until my third year of high school, and I was rejected eight times in six years, an average of a little more than once a year, the fact is that I confessed five times in junior high school and three times in high school, and these times may not feel very uncomfortable to say now, but if I go back to the psychological state when I was rejected, it is very, very uncomfortable, and the most uncomfortable thing is that unconsciously, I have been rejected ten times, and I have been on double digits. Speaking of which, my mental endurance has been exercised very much, like those who can't find the north after being rejected once, or who can't get over their faces and want revenge after being rejected once, my mental state is much better than them. <>

In addition to emotional setbacks, I was also a student who dropped out of school twice in middle school, once in the eighth grade of junior high school, once in the second year of high school, one year in the second year of junior high school, and half a year in the second year of high school, so I was not a good student either, my middle school years were dropout again, and degenerate, and I fought with fox friends and dogs, and I chased the girls I liked, and I studied seriously for a while in other times in the class, so I barely went to high school, and then reluctantly went to college.

It's two times to drop out of school and ten times to be rejected by a girl I like, maybe it's not a big deal now, but when I went through these things, I really broke down several times, and I had low self-esteem for a few years, so I like my current mental state. The happiest thing is that after going through these things that made me lose my self-confidence, I finally regained my self-confidence, I still think that I can do a lot of things, even if I am rejected ten times, I think I will find a girlfriend.

So my mental state is normal now, even if I am rejected, it is just the corners of my mouth raised and a slight smile passes, many things can't affect my state anymore, I am very satisfied with my current mental state, and I am not shocked.

It's hard to describe your mental state, but if you are always smiling and confident, then people will think that you are in a good mental state, and if you have a drooping head, yawning a lot, and empty eyes, people will think that you are in a bad mental state. Why can't I describe it, because I always pretend to be nice and OK on the surface, but in fact, my heart has long collapsed. I'm like this picture now, yawning and typing.

My recent mental state should be described as malaise. Since they are all sluggish, they are naturally dissatisfied.

What are the causes of a bad mental state? It's too hot, too much work, too little rest and too little pay.

Because I'm a newcomer, my bedroom has no air conditioning, only a low-power electric fan is whirring and rotating. In fact, if the fan is turned on to the maximum, it is not hot to blow all the time, but I am too easy to be blown by the fan to catch a cold, so I have to let the fan blow my lower body, but after blowing for a long time, I feel cold, so I have to cover it with a blanket, and I am often woken up by heat at night, and my sleep is seriously bad.

Or because I'm new, this let me do this, that let me do that, and I'm not good at shirking, so I got off work at 6 o'clock in the evening, and everyone else was gone, and I was still working overtime silently. In addition, there are a lot of special things to check recently, and I have to do all the information on the river chief system, relocation, poverty alleviation and development, etc., and I am really busy. Staring at the computer every day, my eyes can't stand it.

There's no salary, no motivation. You think, you work so much, the salary is so small, how much is a little unbalanced in your heart. Therefore, when it comes to the spiritual level, it is not good to be spiritual.

The result of a bad mental state is a whole day of wanting to sleep and yawning. I didn't want to move when I stared at the information I needed to type, and I just got it in the morning. As a result, my leader came and saw that I had done nothing, and I knew that I was miserable.

Received a mug today and it feels ok.