I was introverted, I was studying, I had no friends, and gradually, I was lonely.

Little brother, don't think so much, relax a little, put a few days of studying, first of all, to untie your own mental baggage, think about opening a little, that is, be optimistic, I used to be a junior high school tutoring year, on the contrary, that year is the happiest year since I read, because I have a goal, people with goals are happy, and my heart will not bother myself because of too many trivial things, so you can calm down and study at the same time, when you have made progress in learning, you will not feel that learning is boring and rigid, Many students will have such an idea of you, this is a short-term worry in the learning process of students, very usual, based on your situation you should put aside the current troubles, adjust your mood to a good one, play more with classmates, friends are more contact with the natural way, and then set up a long-term goal and a number of short-term goals for yourself to start your tutoring trip seriously, by the way to share with you, I stayed in junior high school for three years in the school The most chaotic class is also the worst class and did not study well, As long as the English is better, the Chinese teacher and the head teacher hate me the most because my Chinese is very poor, and I have few friends who are introverted and not in good health, life will not be better than you, you can think about it, I am a few tens of points away from the high school entrance examination to enter the county No. 1 middle school to study, the family plans to call me out to work, I am about to be disappointed, but after a variety of reasons I embarked on the road of staying in school for review, and I suffered for a whole year for a period of time The hair fell out very badly, but my learning still rose straight up, and the final result was that I was admitted to the first place in our class, and I entered the county No. 1 middle school or a key class, In this year, my classmates and teachers have gotten along well, so I am in a happy mood, and there is one that I thought the same as you now when I reached the first year of high school (I don't want to read it, the reason is similar to you, needless to say), I am now a senior, these are my personal truths (believe it or not), I don't want to tell you how good my experience is, but I want to tell you: "Little brother, persevere!" ”

In fact, it is relatively simple in school, and when you really step into society, you will find out what loneliness is. A large part of the reason you feel lonely now is that you can't find someone to talk to, maybe it's because of the environment you grew up in, or because of something you've experienced before, which makes you feel afraid of people and are afraid to interact with people deeply. There are such people who choose to flee because they are afraid of being hurt.

I feel that this is the only way to truly protect myself. So they also refuse the help of others.

Maybe you think that your ideas are more mature than your peers and you can't find a common topic, but you try to think the other way around, do your peers also think that your ideas are too mature and can't find a common topic? Every age should have their own topics and thoughts, there is no need to care too much, because no one can say what will happen in the future, rather than worrying about the world, it is better to live every day happily now!

Life is in your own hands, whether you are happy or not is also up to you, if you can't find friends, don't blame others unilaterally, but also reflect on where you are deficient.

You don't need many good friends, and a few that you can talk about are enough.

The pain and anxiety you are chewing on can tell a lot about the kindness of your heart. It is the flowering season that should not be realized too early. The real loners are often philosophers, and their loneliness is what they yearn for.

Nowadays, your task is mainly personal growth, everyone is different from others, you can't give up communication because of differences, what you can do is to stick to your own standards in your heart, is to try to adapt to the requirements of society.

Being able to think about it so much at the age of 15 shows that you're working hard.