What is it like to eat 100 family meals? Who is the person who eats Baijia rice?

I grew up eating hundreds of meals because of family reasons in my childhood. Personally, when I was a child, I was a shadow that only nodded. After all, in other people's homes, they can do whatever they are told to do, and they have no choice.

The most painful thing is to change homes, every time I go to a new place, I have to meet new friends again, adapt to a new environment, and I don't bother to get to know them again after a long time, resulting in my personality becoming more and more withdrawn, not liking to communicate with others, and even having a tendency to be autistic. This has affected until now.

The family's expenses are mainly supported by the grandfather's small work at a nearby construction site to earn some income, and life is tight. In order to provide for me to go to school over the years, my family "demolished the east wall and made up the west wall" every year, but with the help of the village committee and the villagers, I finally persevered. I am a child who grew up eating hundreds of meals, and I am very moved.

When I was a child, my parents were working, and my grandparents were not around, so I was often left alone, but at that time, people were very kind, and neighbors in the street often helped each other, and I didn't often go to this house for dinner, and that family to eat some snacks.

When I was three years old, my mother ran away from home, my father went out to work and fostered me in my aunt's house, I had four aunts, I lived as a family for a few months, and every time I changed places, I would meet some new friends, they enriched my childhood, except for the occasional miss of my parents, the rest of the time was quite happy.

Originally, I ate at my own family, but later I ate hundreds of meals because of some kind of change, and I don't know how to eat, so I only know how to eat, at most, I have a clearer and more specific understanding of the quality of each family's meals.

Being scolded by others as a wild child. People are under the eaves and have to bow their heads. Even if I become independent as an adult, I don't think I will forget the feeling of being an outcast. And I know that I will not let my children repeat my mistakes.

I'm old, and I don't have any skills, I don't even have a house to live in, I can only pick up garbage to subsidize my family, and I go to every household to beg during the Spring Festival, which is really distressing to watch.

1. After the baby was born and dismantled, his grandmother symbolically begged for cereals from the neighbors, crushed them into powder and boiled them into porridge paste for the mother's consumption. 2. In the Sichuan dialect, Baijia rice is a calendar finger, and newborn children often eat at the homes of friends and neighbors, and they eat a lot of food, so it is called "Baijia Rice".

1. After the baby is born, his grandmother symbolically asks the neighbors for cereals, grinds them into powder and boils them into porridge paste for the mother's consumption.

2. In the Sichuan dialect, Baijia rice refers to the newborn child, who often eats at the homes of friends and neighbors, and eats a lot of food, so it is called "Baijia Rice".