Have you ever gotten up in the middle of the night and cried all night?

Last year, one night, I dreamed of the deceased Fa Xiao Alain, in the dream, she was still smiling very sweetly, we held hands, eating ice cream together, just like childhood, I felt that life was full of sunshine, so I kept smiling and laughing.

Suddenly, Alain was gone, and no matter how much I searched and screamed in my dreams, I couldn't find her, I cried, I was scared, and I woke up from my dreams.

When I opened my eyes and looked at the night in front of me, I realized that Alain had been dead for five years, and five years ago, because of a car accident that took her young life, there was no goodbye between us, just yin and yang, and we didn't have time to see each other for the last time. When I thought of her, my mood became very depressed, and tears began to flow silently, telling my endless thoughts about her. Since she left, I haven't been to the place we went to together as children, afraid that I would be uncomfortable, afraid that I would not be able to accept the fact that she had left, so I kept running away, and I have been comforting myself in my heart, she has not left me, and this escape is five years.

That dream made me completely awake, I thought about her, really wondered, why God was so cruel and took her away. I sat up, hugged the pillow, and wept bitterly, the cry breaking my own heart. It's been five years, I thought I had forgotten, I thought I could accept it, but I couldn't do anything, I couldn't change the fact that she left, I couldn't change my deeper and deeper thoughts.

The silence in the middle of the night is surprising, and my heart is also depressed and unbearable, it is an unspeakable pain and helplessness, I miss her, but I can't see each other again in this life, I just keep crying, I want to stop and don't obey the call, just until dawn!

If I had to be someone who got up in the middle of the night and cried all night, it was when I first fell out of love. At that time, I really felt weak. Heartache. I felt like if I was going to cry, and when I got up the next day, he would come back to him.

Yes, my ex-boyfriend, I mentioned the breakup, in fact, I didn't want to break up, but I couldn't help it, I was very sad.

My ex-boyfriend and I graduated from high school together, but we were junior high school classmates, high school classmates, and when we were junior high school classmates, we were at the same table and had a good relationship. Later in high school, we often went home on Saturdays together because our families lived relatively close. Actually, I didn't know that he liked me at first, I just thought we were good friends and hung out together.

He was so nice to me, he knew what I liked to eat and drink, we hung out together a lot, I thought we would be together for a long, long time, but that's just what I thought.

Later, after graduating from high school, we were together, but our college entrance examination aspirations were not reported together, he had his ideas, I had mine, he originally wanted to go to a school with me, but then there was still none. I told him not to wronged him because of me, everyone has their own pursuits, just hope not to regret it in the future. Then we started a long-distance relationship.

Originally, I thought we could make it to college graduation, but who knew that the reality was different from what I thought. <>

We chat a lot like ordinary couples, **, and we will meet each other when we find time, which is also very happy. But gradually, I found that our personalities are very incompatible, we are both bored, so our relationship has not progressed, I hope he takes the initiative, but the personality is not so easy to change. Then I finally couldn't stand it anymore and I proposed to break up, and he accepted it calmly.

We can say that we broke up peacefully, and without a quarrel, he may not know the reason for my proposal to break up until now. I was very sad at that time, I cried, although I didn't cry all night, but I dreamed of him that night, and I dreamed of all kinds of happy and happy things that we used to have. Until now, I haven't been in love, it's not that I still miss him, I just don't feel like I want to be in love anymore.

A classmate who I have liked for a long time, I changed schools, maybe I felt that I might never see her again, and I cried all night.

I cry every day, and I don't remember that time.