What are the days when you ve had a mess?

A lot of people's lives are hovering in the trough, I think back, there used to be a lot of days were relatively low, but fortunately I came out. It's your own will.

First, the third year of junior high school is addicted to games.

If there is a trough in my life, then the first trough is in the third year of junior high school, when my grades were not bad, so I have been focused on by the teacher, although I am like this, but I am also a person who likes to play games outside of class, so from the beginning of junior high school to play games online, to the third year of junior high school, finally fell down for a period of time addicted to games and couldn't extricate himself, so the grades continued to decline because of this reason, I don't know why, and finally failed the exam, So I was really uncomfortable during that time, and I felt that this life might be coming to an end, because I couldn't see any hope anymore.

But I didn't want to walk out of this place with the name of a loser like this, so I started to study hard, although I still play games after studying, but I never intend to give up on myself, I have always been confident in the exam, I feel that it is impossible to trip over such a small exam, and finally I graduated with a grade that I can accept, although it is not perfect, but for me, it is enough.

Second, in the third year of high school, think about life.

This is actually a major turning point in my life, I don't want to be planned by all this system anymore, it makes no sense to follow the track, so I was thinking about the nature of the college entrance examination, and why people should live under such rules, and finally I figured out the reason, that is, because no one wants to break such a rule, so I feel depressed, I don't feel like I need to live like that anymore, I don't want to be bound by such stupid thoughts, That is, because my thinking has changed, my grades have also declined, and under the pressure of my teachers and parents, I have no choice but to continue to bow my head and follow their path.

In the final college entrance examination, I was lucky to get a good score, but after the college entrance examination, I slowly moved towards what I thought was the right track of life, I no longer wanted to live like before, I wanted to know the answer to the world, I went to study religion, science, and human psychology, and in the end, people always like to do some contradictory things, and in order to avoid such things from happening to myself again, I decided, first hide in this world, Waiting for a time when I can loudly declare my ideals, art, is a philosophy.

In fact, before people realize their ideals, they have always been at a low point, confused, and don't know what to do, so they can only change their lives like this. But I don't know the result, because I'm still trying.

It's probably the summer vacation at the end of my first year of college entrance examination, at that time, in addition to playing with mobile phones all day long, I don't know what to play, just like a little follower of the mobile phone, I keep my head down all the time, eating, sleeping, going to the toilet, etc. <>

At that time, I knew that I couldn't pass the college entrance examination, but I still wanted to check the results and fill in the volunteers, as if nothing existed, I spent it at home every day, and I watched the TV series that I should watch, and I watched the TV series that I shouldn't watch, so I passed the time, and my parents didn't say anything, they thought that as long as I was at home, it was good, and it was better than going crazy every day. Because I was an art student, I would occasionally draw a picture to appreciate myself, and I don't know if my parents saw something and gave me a few thousand dollars, so I went to the field to take a look, and I came back when I had fun. Then I packed up my things and went to Guangzhou, went to the "Little Manwaist" I saw in the postcard, went to the "Guangzhou Zoo" and went to the food city and book center in Guangzhou, and I was lucky enough to see the signing meeting of the "Monkey King-Liuxiaolingtong", and then went home.

It's been almost a month, it's just a gathering of the boredom of three years of high school, paralyzing my nerves, draining my fighting spirit, and living more boring than anyone else day by day, just because the art teacher who has been with me for many years asked me to go to his training institution to teach younger students, a five-day class, four or five hours a day is not bad, it helped me find something to do, and the rest of the days were spent like this. The teacher said that sometimes when you are bored and don't know what to do, you go for a walk and exercise, and you will know what you need to do.

Also, during that summer vacation, I went out to the stadium almost every night to run, lap after lap, as if I wouldn't get tired, so I ran like this, so I was much more sober and gradually knew what I was going to do. I knew that I might not be able to leave undergraduate college this year, so I decided to come back for another year, and told my parents about this idea, and they also agreed very much, they said, we all support your choice, you have to take it easy, and then it's up to you! <>

Slowly, the boring summer vacation,I took advantage of it.,Insist on running and exercising every night.,Create a particularly motivated body for the next year.,Insist on going to the teacher's training class every day to teach younger students.,At the same time, I also consolidated my professional knowledge.,Insist on getting up every morning to see the materials for the general review of the third year of high school.。。 In this way, I spent the original muddy days, persevered all the way, and believed in myself all the way.

It was supposed to be my junior year of high school, and when I was about to reach my junior year of high school, I broke up with my best friend and broke up with my boyfriend, and now I think about those days, it's so gloomy because I've started to doubt myself and my life. Every day is muddy, I don't know what to do, the third year of high school is a time when I have to work hard, no matter how confused or what, when I see the classmates around me rolling up their sleeves and learning to the death, I don't dare to relax, just like a knife hanging over my head all the time, I don't dare to give up and I must persevere, every day is like the walking dead, I must move forward, otherwise the consequences are very serious, but no one can see the consequences. There is nothing more terrifying than a road that has no end in sight and must be taken.

However, I am most fortunate that there are some people, when I almost gave up on life, and a few of my friends did not give up on me, they were with me, they always encouraged me, they told me that I was a good girl, they affirmed me, they gave me courage and strength, and let me go through that darkest time. So, it's really important to have a few close friends.

"Living in a muddle" means: living in a muddle.

Produced by Han Youngxiong.

Fa Yan Ask God": "The Book of Yu Xia is Hun'er, "The Book of Commerce" Hao Hao'er, "The Book of Zhou."

Nightmare. "Synonyms.

Confused, chaotic, dizzy, drunk.

Sentence formation: 1. Even if you encounter setbacks, you must lift your spirits and not live in a mess.

2. All aspirants should not be drunk and dreaming of death, and spend their years in a state of confusion.

3. Many people spend four years in college in a daze and don't learn anything.

4. On the contrary, you will live in a muddled manner at will.

5. Since the death of his mother, he has been in a state of confusion and can't keep up his spirits.

Muddy is a Chinese idiom.

, pinyin is hún hún è The original meaning is vigorous and solemn; Later, it was used to describe simplicity and innocence. Now I describe it as confused and don't understand anything.

From Ji Xianlin's "My Childhood": "If my uncle didn't take me from my hometown to Jinan, I would always be able to live a muddy but comfortable life, how could I be knocked to the ground by a 'revolutionary', and I would never be able to turn over if I stepped on a thousand feet on my body."

It is negativity, decadence, no goals, no desires, and living in this way can only torture one's own spirit, resulting in boredom, daze, and idleness every day. The result is a wasted man. You should be in good spirits, whatever you do will be meaningful, and gradually you will change yourself.

With hope and harvest, there is the courage and purpose of life. Persistence is victory.

It feels like living in a dream every day, I had a lot of weird dreams last night, I met a lot of people in my dreams, and a lot of things happened. Those who want to see but can't meet will only meet in dreams, but the reality is that they will not stay in dreams forever, and we will not meet again.

The days are passing day by day, and the day of leaving school life is getting closer and closer, and I haven't found my life goal and direction, and I am always running away, using various reasons to find excuses to excuse myself. Sometimes I blame myself for wasting a lot of time, I don't want to play and don't want to work hard, I don't know where to go, I always want to stop and don't want to move forward.

Living slowly, I don't dare to have any expectations after a slow experience, how can I live my life like this? This is not the hopeful self I was at the beginning.

People always say that the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment, but now I don't even have expectations. How can we find the hopeful self we once were?

No, I think it's the happiest thing to be bland.

That's right, the more you think about it, the more troubles you have.

And it's all unnecessary troubles.

I have heard of Sanmao's classic quotations before, and there is such a sentence in it If the heart has no place to live, it is a wandering to **, a person has at least one dream and a reason to be strong.

This sentence is to emphasize the role of dreams, goals, a person's life should at least have a dream that can allow him to stick to a lifetime, there is a dream, there is hope, if there is no dream, it is like a person lost his way, wandering at the crossroads of life.

Everyone's heart is like a window, when you encounter danger or are hurt, the window of your heart will be tightly closed. But when your heart is lost, you can't find yourself, like a lonely sail floating lonely in the sea.

Sometimes I am very confused and ignorant of myself, I don't know what I want to do, and life is not only about the front of me, but also about poetry and distant fields. I make myself very fulfilled every day, although I don't know why I'm so busy, but I still have gains.

The one who has a goal is running, and the one who has no goal is sleeping, because he doesn't know where to go; Those who have goals are grateful, and those who have no goals are complaining because they feel that the whole world owes them; People who have goals can't sleep, and people who don't have goals can't wake up because they don't know what to do when they get up; Give life a dream, give a dream a way, give a direction to the road; If you fall, you must learn to get up on your own, and if you are injured, you must learn to heal yourself; Life only comes out of the wonderful, there is no waiting for the brilliance; If you feel that you are working hard at this time, then tell yourself: what is easy to walk is downhill; Hold on, because you're going uphill, walk past it, and you're bound to make progress!

Life is like a one-way ticket with no mirror, there is no rehearsal, every day is live, the front is bright, the road is tortuous, no matter whether it is a big goal or a small direction, I don't want to live without a purpose.

I thought that although my childhood was not as good as that of a princess, I was at least well-fed and well-fed, and I had everything I wanted, especially my parents treated me as a "pearl in the palm of my hand", and it was like living in a honey pot all day long.

But after reading the book "Childhood", I couldn't help but feel deep sympathy for the tragic experience of the little protagonist Alyosha, and my heart seemed particularly heavy and depressed.

Oh, my God! In this comparison, my childhood is very different from Alyosha's. My childhood was colourful and carefree.

Alyosha's childhood was painful, he was often beaten by his grandfather for making mistakes, and once, Alyosha was beaten unconscious by his grandfather because he stained a piece of cloth, and he became seriously ill, which may be a pain that I can't imagine. In addition, I don't have any worries and pains, I don't have to worry about food and clothing, I don't need to run for life, I have clothes to stretch my hands, and food to open my mouth.

So, I'm glad I was born in a peaceful era, and I'm the happiest person. Most of us take for granted everything that society and our parents created for us. With these, we Tanying children are not satisfied, and always ask for more, such as:

Stationery should be high-end, clothes should be brand-named, and even indulge in Internet café ...... all day longAt this time, we should be ashamed and should repent of our luxury, we are undoubtedly ruining the hard work and sweat of our parents.

Many of us have become more and more cowardly when we are discouraged by playing with repentance under superior conditions, and we want to retreat, escape or take shortcuts when we encounter a little difficulty. However, in such a difficult environment, Alyosha was not crushed by the suffering life, but was full of confidence, struggled and struggled, became stronger and stronger, understood many philosophies of life, and unremittingly pursued light and truth, and finally became a talent.

As Gorky said, "It is selfless love that enriches me and enables me to live strongly." ”

So, let's cherish what we have now! That would be happier.

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