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On October 14, 2015, I handed in a leave of absence application, and without waiting for the formalities to be completed, I dragged my suitcase alone, with confusion, confusion, helplessness, unwillingness and fear of the future, I took a leave of absence and returned home.
Time has no meaning in me, at this moment I took off my hat as a college student, everything on campus has nothing to do with me, who skips class today, who is with whom in all the gossip has nothing to do with me, I cut off all contact with the outside world, ** do not answer, do not reply to text messages, lock myself in the room for three days and three nights, often get up at one o'clock in the morning, my heart is infinitely melancholy.
I have walked a lot of places in order to relax, I am traveling alone, I am sad alone, I don't know where I am going, if my heart has not settled down, the world is big, I am wandering everywhere, and I am still uncomfortable when I come back from the journey, and I am lonely, and I have never been as shadowy as I am at this moment.
I didn't know how to waste so much time, so I started to choose some books to read, and from that moment on, I had a few more rays of sunshine in my life.
I watched "Influence", "Franklin", "Steve Jobs", "Nonviolent Communication", "Rich Dad, Poor Dad", "Tear Down the Wall in Thinking", "Alive", "The Seventh Day" I saw so many people whose experiences were so similar to their own, or even worse than me, but they were strong, optimistic, confident, and lived their own lives, so what reason do I have to feel sorry for myself and feel sorry for myself?
Later, I read books almost every waking day, and I spent all my savings to buy a lot of books, and I carefully recorded each one as if I had found a treasure.
When you think that you are experiencing some painful things, sad and depressed, you have to believe that in this world, you are not alone, nor is you the first person to experience this, some people are in a more difficult situation than you, but they can still live more beautiful than you, then what grievances do you have?
I believe more than anyone in the meaning of reading.
Books have changed my mind, cultivated a positive and optimistic attitude, taught me how to be self-disciplined, how to listen to my inner voice.
Later, I began to plan my life, spending my time on beautiful things, going to bed early and waking up early, exercising and fitness, maintaining health and beauty, yoga and dance, reading and writing, practicing broadcasting, participating in public welfare activities, reading clubs, and interning in Internet companies......
A year later, I went back to school, but I knew that I was no longer the same person I was, and that I was a better and more confident person.
Loneliness is the only way to grow up, and I am very grateful for the time I spent alone, which shaped a different version of myself.
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<>I think it's love.,Our department has two classes together.,I just started class and found that our class is all frustrated men.,Really frustrated.,None of them look comfortable.,Plus the heart is in Xiaochao.,So I ignore the boys in the class.。 Until that day, it was English class, and a few boys were late I looked up and saw that there was a boy, super handsome, okay?? is about 185 tall, not fat or thin, and has a good figure, very similar to Wang Leehom???
I'm dizzy, there is still this handsome person in our department, I don't even know, but what, I'm not so nymphomaniac, I'll just look at it and pass. I received a text message from Leehom Jr. that night, it's nothing more than what to do, my hometown is ** ah or something, I just chatted with the mentality of multiple friends, the weather in the Northeast is very cold, and Leehom Jr. always has all kinds of warm care, which makes people think he is very good, and then after a while, I did forget how long it was, what kind of festival it was, everyone began to text each other, what received a text message to be happy or something, I also gave it to a group of friends, including Xiao Leehom and Xiao Chao Xiaoxiang, Then Little Leehom replied with a text message: If I could, I would like to share half of my happiness with you.
The previous chat made me feel that we are friends, but the meaning of this is not so simple, I will be simple but not stupid, and then he said that in fact, I was very beautiful when I saw me in the supermarket that day, and I liked me, but you can chase me and so on, I was a little blindfolded, and I refused, which is also what I regret very much.
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<>I think the first time I entered the university was the most memorable. I chose a city 108,000 miles away from home, because I wanted to leave home, be far away, and feel that I could adapt to the life away from home. When I first went to college, the landlord was simply a little chubby girl, no, it was a big fat girl, one meter seven tall, sixty or seventy kilograms, when I first entered college, I was still missing the male god who made me miss junior high school and high school, I just went to college, that character, I think the pinnacle of my life is my freshman year of high school, gentle and gentle, smile when I see people, don't speak loudly, simple scribble, just went to school, and the dormitory people are not very familiar, there is a tomboy in the dormitory, tentatively called Xiao He.
It's a rural area in Heilongjiang, I've always felt that rural children should be simple and cute, but the landlord is naïve, Xiao He began to set the rules as soon as he came, and he was not allowed to wash his face and feet in the dormitory, and the offender ended up similar to the original girl in her school, and was splashed by her with foot-washing water, and there were a lot of rules, obviously I wanted to be the eldest sister of the dormitory, and I was far away from such people, and the remaining Xiao Chen in the dormitory was more stammering Xiao He, and the remaining one was a cooler tomboy, and I had a good relationship, but unfortunately I went home to repeat it in a few days, Later, the abbreviated name was Xiao Li, and Xiao Li and Xiao Chen surrounded Xiao He every day. The three of them went together, and when they returned to the dormitory, they began to say who was not good, but I didn't want to be like that, so Xiao He has always been a little interesting to me. The four of us make up a strange dormitory.
After that, I hung out with the three of them every day, sang and ate together, chatted together, and had a lot of fun. I was sick and fell asleep in the dormitory, and the lights were turned off, and the three of them could care about me very much, it was a loving dormitory.
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Different periods of college have different memorable moments to prepare for, so let's talk about the most memorable moments in chronological order.
I remember that the saddest thing when I first entered school was the sluggishness of my parents' figure gradually moving away, the concern of watching my hometown become more and more distant from myself, and the loss of homesickness that I kept thinking about home after only a few days, but everything will be guided by life, and slowly let us get used to this plain but lonely life, what may make people happy is that the freshness can exist, and in the afternoon when the breeze blows, quietly listen to the whispers of the campus.
The saddest thing in my sophomore year is that it has slowly changed, it is the resentment of breaking up, the longing for her, and the kind of memories that I obviously feel that I have forgotten and keep recalling, but everything is erased by the life, and slowly let us return to the past, what may make people happy is that my parents have been ** over and over again, constantly urging myself to go home often to see the concern, holding the phone tightly and remembering that is the person who loves you the most. When I arrived in my junior year, it seemed that everything was not so important, I was constantly busy studying, and I was constantly studying my future work, and the saddest thing at that time was the grievance that my resume was not recognized, that is, the weakness of my own learning, and the unwillingness that I felt that I could adapt to society, but I could only stagnate!
What may make people happy is the moment the opportunity comes, the words of recognition, the long sigh of raising eyebrows, and the ease of one thing missing. In the end, when I was about to graduate, the sad moments were reduced, everyone was busy going their separate ways, and on the last night in the dormitory, no longer chatting about gossip and games, but imagining the future, as if to say, we will not see each other again, what may make people happy, is the vision of the future, and slowly fall asleep with it.
Four years is really fast, and your moment is in **? Whether it's sad or happy, maybe it's good to make a mark here, just let the sad memory stay here, and it won't move forward with you.
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Sometimes I wonder why people always love to think back to the past, and suddenly inadvertently have an answer, and now I think about the past, which is the first unforgettable love in college.
In his senior year, he was admitted to graduate school, and by the way, he secretly fell in love with him who had been secretly in love for two years. At that time, I was under a lot of mental pressure, and I was determined to get into a local school, and I was determined to end the remote and underground so that I could be with him forever, and no one could be separated. But in the later stage, due to various practical reasons, he suddenly told me to be friends again, and felt that we were really inappropriate.
The smile on me is just a polite smile from the senior to the junior.
I'm always jealous, secretly eating the vinegar of him and his first love, although it's already a passing thing. At that time, he was also a teenager who dared to love and hate. I was jealous that he was sad for the girl, and he was careful for him, leaving me calm and self-controlled.
He told me that he was very envious of your sincere feelings, and that you could still love so deeply, that you could cry if you wanted to, and my tears were about to run dry.
The first time I was broken up, I was sitting on the basketball court playing ** while crying in pain, and a younger brother of a primary school student who played basketball came to me and asked, sister, what's wrong with you? Are you okay. I shook my head, waved my hand, and wiped my tears in embarrassment, feeling a little moved in my heart, and I felt that I must be ridiculous.
Looking up at the street lamps in the distance, it was also hazy. At that moment, I felt very tired. I don't know what the point of studying hard is.
Now I feel that I was so narrow at that time, and there seemed to be no other pursuit than love. Everything is a repetitive process, just like spring, summer, autumn and winter never stop, no matter the joys and sorrows of the world, what should come will always come, and what should go will not stay.
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I think what I will never forget is the story that happened in our dormitory, every time we encountered difficulties, everyone helped each other, which also made our relationship deeper and stronger, and made our friendship stronger and stronger.
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When I was in college, the most memorable thing I experienced was that my university Chinese teacher was also the class teacher, he helped me, he introduced me to a job in the work-study program, and solved my life problems, which made me remember and be grateful.
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My first boyfriend, the first boy who was so good to me, was very attentive to me, really liked me, gave me an unforgettable confession, and made me very hard to remember.
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I liked a boy at that time, he didn't like me very much, he had a lot of little fans, and then in the end he didn't choose me, so I went to their class to find him, I didn't expect to bump into them, it was really unspeakable pain at that time.
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When I go out on a trip with my roommates, I think there will be very few such opportunities after going out with a few people, and I feel happy when I go out with them, so I will never forget it.
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The most memorable period of time should be the days of the graduate school entrance examination, when I really felt helpless and tired, but now I look back on it is the most precious, and sure enough, the most bitter days are the most worth remembering.
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The relationship between the dormitory roommates is very good, and after the holidays, they often bring their hometown specialties to each roommate to taste, and they usually help each other, which is very humane.
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I think the most unforgettable thing is to have a group of roommates to play at the best age, a pleasant dormitory environment, and carefree every day, maybe this is also something to be remembered in the future. It's unforgettable.
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I was a more introverted person, but in this activity, I really opened my heart and had the courage to face those who I didn't know well.
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There are really a lot of memorable things in college, falling in love, playing ball, drinking, and now I think about it back then, I was really happy, I can do all kinds of things as I want, and I feel that life is really cool.
It's hard to experience that kind of happiness in college, but after you work, you will find that the life at that time is really beautiful, and you will never go back.
The most memorable thing was playing football, breaking my arm, and I couldn't even walk because of the pain, and I felt like I was going to die. But at that time, I also recognized my friend, a dormitory and I went to the hospital, after arriving at the hospital, the pain was unbearable, was ravaged by the doctor, and finally the bones were connected, but he told me that it was too troublesome to use bandages, so I asked me to find a strip of cloth to fix my arm. When I went back, I used a scarf to secure my arm, and when I went out, people looked at me strangely, which made me feel embarrassed.
After a month like this, I couldn't move when I slept, which made me miserable, and I was not allowed to play in the future, which was really miserable.
But it's funny to look back on now, but it's a shame that I can't go back to the pitch again. College is the best time, just do whatever you want, and don't get entangled in the world's eyes. I won't come back after the past, it's the most important thing to be happy, don't wait for the past to regret it, this is my deepest feeling.
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College is the best time of a person's life, where we grow from ignorant teenagers to young adults, and the process is beautiful and accompanied by the slightest pain.
Skipping class for the first time. I grew up being a good girl and a good student in the eyes of my elders and peers, never arriving late or leaving early, completing my homework on time, and never thinking of skipping class. Although the counselor is not so strict in college, the teacher's roll call in each class is linked to the final exam results, so he does not dare to skip class.
In a certain meditation class, because of a conflict with a very important lecture at school, I skipped class after a fierce ideological struggle, and I was worried all night, afraid of the teacher's name, afraid of the counselor checking the class, but fortunately there was no danger, and in retrospect, I felt so good that I escaped from the class I didn't like and did what I liked.
Drank four or five bottles of beer for the first time. Because of his family's education, he was not allowed to drink alcohol, so he almost never drank alcohol for four years of college, and he didn't like the taste of alcohol. I remember that it was a "casual dinner" for the old members of our student union, and it was my farewell banquet for three years of organizational life.
The mood was very sad, and then the wine rose, and then the wine glass could not be put down, and the glass was dry one after another, and all the words and all the tears were stored in the wine. I vomited twice and went to the bathroom n times halfway, and the feeling of the world spinning was too uncomfortable, indicating that I would not drink so much in the future.
The first all-night review and preparation for the exam, the first night of not returning home, the first time to make a debriefing report on behalf of the department, and so on, there are so many unforgettable experiences, which are really beautiful.
For me, the most memorable is the days when I was sick and hospitalized, in the fourth grade of primary school, Hou spent a year and a half in the hospital due to illness, in a rural family that is not wealthy, you can imagine the hardships of my parents at that time, after I became an adult, I can only repay my parents for their kindness by filial piety to my parents.
I am doing real estate sales, once because of a business trip in the field, the result of the customer to see the house, so I asked the usual good friend to go to my computer to get information, to help me to receive the customer, as a result, unexpectedly, he copied a copy of the customer information in my computer, and then after work to contact, poached 50% of my customers. The lesson I learned was truly unforgettable. In this real world, people are more scary than ghosts.
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